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Me and Adore used to be best friends! Cloe was struggling during this time with suicidal urges and self destructive tendencies. She'd crh over her "lost love" for days at a time, and since it was summer and her mom let her have a few days to herself, that's what she spent most of her summer doing.I loved her, but she didn't love me. I promised her I could be everything she had lost but she refused to listen, claiming "Nobody can recreate what I lost, but I appreciate you trying for so long to make me feel better about all of this." This made me mad. Why? Because i was TRYING. She didn't care that I was trying, she cared more about not being able to have her old love interest back, which was SELFISH and made her look like a total whore.
As time went on, we continued to talk. But she'd reply less and less. Turns out there was a misunderstanding and somebody she looked up to hated her. At this time, it's when she realized I had made a Callout blog for her, and she wasn't happy. I wasn't trying to hurt her, just wanted to point out her abusive behavior towards her ex boyfriend and his friends (which were also my friends at the time, now they are all hers).
That's when she began hating me. I tried countless times to apologize but she refused to hear it. At one point, she just stopped replying to me and her girlfriend (crazy ass bitch) began messaging me. Neither one of them were happy. I tried to inform her girlfriend that Cloe was a bit of a whore, but she refused to listen to me, defending her slutty girlfriend.
Me and Cloe/Knife/Cole/Adore have a long history.
Cloe is Mexican, but very light skin. I'm Asian, but very dark skin. We'd constantly pick at eachother with this. I'd call her a fake wetback, and she'd call a negrito chinko. Now, this was a joke between us, and doesn't count. But she does use slurs.
I've seen her use n-gga tons of times on tumblr, and I don't know if her friends sending her the jokes about it are black or not, but it's not okay either way. I've even seen her use it on here, and I understand it's her trying to be "funny", or more "modern" but it's not cute!
She's even tried to appropriate black culture. I've seen her in "boxer braids" and many hair styles similar. She also mocks people who have this ideology, along with many others such as Feminism, BLM, thing similar. She has a very offensive humor for I guess it's technically her thing and she uses it as "satire" but it's still not very funny, especially for me, who is a feminist and dating a black girl.
When she's upset, she tends to lash out at others, including her friends Anna and Elaine. When she lost a close friend, she lashed out a me never badly while trying to tell her it wasn't a big deal.
She continuously would lash out for me, thinking I was telling people things about her, and her trauma from the past. First of all, I would never do that. That's her private business, and somebody she was close to had already done that to her, and is the reason many people don't like her anymore.
I never wanted to hurt her, but my things on tumblr did get out of hand, but I never spread anything about her.
The way she copes is weird. This isn't meant to be something bad about her but it makes her sound petty.
She copes by forcing herself to enjoy things people who hurt her enjoys. She started watching Game Grumps, playing Overwatch, and went back to watching Steven Universe because of this. She still gets sad over things that remind her of her past love interest, but claims it "helps her".
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