Dariy of me -a simple girl-

I understand

Imma make everyone understand I am not afarid anymore that I understand whats happening that imma said what I needed to say how I truly feel I want too be me I want to be the girl everyone knows just the simple me.........................

Dear Dairy  

Imma little kid they say I can't understand the simply fact that I
Am dying but I understand the virus is killing me inside
And I don't know how too say this but my family doesn't cry
Me they say imma tough kid and that I'll be alright but no
That is another lie that has been told and I won't listen too
It. My friend came by yesterday and told me too guess a
Secret that he has been keeping I guess that he likes hollie
He told me I was wrong and to guess again I said you got
Me cotton candy he said guess again I took a long breathe
Then I said with a shock voice and said you love me don't
You he looked at me then looked down and said with no doubt
Yes and I said no this can't be but then I blacked out and when I woke up

There was a note with two words MI AMOR but was no name
And no friend where was he and who was this note from
Something isn't going right..

-Love me