Earlier sunsets consist of later dawns

Earlier sunsets consist of later dawns

This is a psychological story full of thoughts and experiences from a sexually confused man who suffers from schizophrenia inside a mental hospital. Includes homosexuality and deep subjects that could trigger thoughts / actions.

published on April 03, 201618 reads 2 readers 2 not completed
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Chapter 3.
Reputation demolition

Reputation demolition

I built a reputation at this mental hospital, quiet and reserved and I act like an arse.

It's been two years since mrs. Elizabeth died, I've gotten a new psychiatrist since then... Her name is mrs. Leanne

I vowed that I wouldn't talk but mrs. Leanne, she tells me it's just my ilness talking

Sun of a beach.

I'm always thinking about ways I could die, but I don't want to die, I just find the concept of death pretty interesting.

I got my breakfast from the cafeteria people and sat down in a chair in the corner alone.

Life without words isn't as easy as it may sound. More thoughts to haunt you. Can't tell someone to leave you the crap alone...
In speaking of someone who won't leave me alone...

Here comes Deuce...

Let's just say that he thinks it's okay to break the silence with his talk of wanting to kill everyone and escape with me then God knows what.
I'm not any more special (well maybe I am, I'm the one keeping everything alive)

Instead of duece coming over to annoy me he decides to go and hit on Hayley, the psychopath, smart move deuce.

Ah, she has a book. I'm smirked to myself and covered it with my hand.

"Get. The... Hell AWAY FROM ME!!" she threw the book, hitting duece in the face and he ran immediately.

i accidentally giggled, sending a surge of  silence in the cafeteria.

Everyone was looking at me, I shot them all dirty looks and it went back to normal.

I looked up and saw someone sit by me I looked at them and growled then immeadiately regretted it , he was cute and he smiled at me, even after my attempt to make him leave

If I believed in God I would have jumped up and said Jesus had risen


"Uhh, I'm new here and I saw you sitting alone and I uh, decided that I wanted to meet you...my name is Gerard " He said

"I'm frank"

There. Done. He's a reputation destroyer

Dammit.

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NOTES: most of this is my thoughts, actions, opinions and experiences but I'm not mentally sick, just fabulous

This is based of A Splitting Of The Mind ( ITS REALLY GOOD)

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TylerWay
I wish they could still finish this
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on November 30, 2017
Orange.Soda
DAMN IT, YOURE A BEAUTIFUL WRITER.
I want your writing skills XD
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on May 24, 2016