you are a fangirl, but you don't show it--or you cant show it. Either because your parent(s)/guardian doesn't allow you, or you just don't want to. Or maybe it's because you're so intense you scare people away!! So you hide it. But you're still a fangirl. KEEP IT UP!
You got Alison! You are more like Alison because of your beauty, your strength and for having the most sarcastic personality of them all. Even though people find you intimidating, at times they also find you to be admiring as well. Meaning, they either want to be your best friend, or they want to be you. The friends you are closest to, however, will always have your back. They are always looking out for you and will do whatever it takes to keep you happy.
You're empathetic and understanding, which means you can make anyone feel better. You lull anyone into a sense of comfort when you get near them, and you also make people feel safe. On the bright side, you're an expert at listening to people, and sympathize easily. On the other hand, you can be a bit of a Debbie Downer sometimes. This means you could benefit from a little lightening up.