My mental health is lowkey disabling but I have no choice but to work now. I've already been crying and panicking over it because I'm a perfectionist and I'm terrified of making mistakes.
on August 15, 2024
I have a job now.
on August 15, 2024
Got a job interview in about 5 hours, thank fuΡk. ππ
on August 14, 2024
on August 14, 2024
It's been 10 years and I still miss Elleyd, I remember talking to them about my life way back in 2014. I hope my former friends are all doing well in their life now.
on August 14, 2024
I miss having qfeast friends lol.
on August 13, 2024
I still wish I could have my own place and a car but unfortunately it's gonna take a long time.
Not everyone has parents who buy them a car for their 16th birthday mind you. I wasn't even allowed to get a job or attempt drivers ed.
on August 12, 2024
on August 12, 2024
on August 11, 2024
on August 11, 2024
Posting to twitter is like posting to an empty void for real.
on August 09, 2024
I'm always being spammed by people with messages on various social medias and sometimes it gets a little bit overwhelming, I'm already easily distracted so replying is kinda hard sometimes.
on August 06, 2024
on August 06, 2024
My dad died a day before my birthday so it's going to be a little weird now.. I still miss him a lot sometimes. It's also been a year since I confronted my abuser.
on August 06, 2024
“At the foot of the bed, knocking door to door
Eyes puffed up and so red and my body's sore
And I've done it all again as you're ripping me to shreds
Shreds, shreds, shreds
I feel nothing
Throw me in the backseat
Use me how you need See More
So long as I'm your favourite toy
Washed up
I'm cold and I'm alone
There's no one around to phone
But at least I'm your favourite toy
Can't you see I don't give a fuΡk?
I don't want my body, don't want my luck
I don't want my stars, they're all yours to keep
And on the way out I won't make a peep”
Eyes puffed up and so red and my body's sore
And I've done it all again as you're ripping me to shreds
Shreds, shreds, shreds
I feel nothing
Throw me in the backseat
Use me how you need See More
So long as I'm your favourite toy
Washed up
I'm cold and I'm alone
There's no one around to phone
But at least I'm your favourite toy
Can't you see I don't give a fuΡk?
I don't want my body, don't want my luck
I don't want my stars, they're all yours to keep
And on the way out I won't make a peep”
on August 04, 2024
I'm gonna start applying for more jobs and take my music more seriously from now on. I'm so set on becoming the best version of myself in every way possible.
on August 04, 2024
Nothing will top how much I loved using this site in 2014/2015 lol. I wish it was still as fun as it used to be but I mainly post on hidden pages just to keep things so I know nobody else can see it.
@PrincessCastle
It really is lol but I think that's a good thing to be honest. People used to cause drama “just for fun”.
It really is lol but I think that's a good thing to be honest. People used to cause drama “just for fun”.
on August 08, 2024
on August 04, 2024
