BOA is tomorrow and we don't have enough time to perform our whole show ???
just the opener, ballad, and half of the closer
just the opener, ballad, and half of the closer
on October 06, 2017
✌?TW✌?
? mental health rant/update ✨
Like, seriously TW.
I wish I could say that I'm doing better. I wish I could say that I've been clean for a while. I really do.
The truth is that I'm so much worse.
I starting scratching my skin off again. I thought that was over.
I started cutting again. Last night was the first time in 4 months. See More
I started drinking so I could go to sleep at night. I can't fall asleep anymore.
I started vaping with a friend because it's the only thing that makes me feel good.
Don't worry about me- I just needed to get this out of my head. Don't take me as an example for how to live.
? mental health rant/update ✨
Like, seriously TW.
I wish I could say that I'm doing better. I wish I could say that I've been clean for a while. I really do.
The truth is that I'm so much worse.
I starting scratching my skin off again. I thought that was over.
I started cutting again. Last night was the first time in 4 months. See More
I started drinking so I could go to sleep at night. I can't fall asleep anymore.
I started vaping with a friend because it's the only thing that makes me feel good.
Don't worry about me- I just needed to get this out of my head. Don't take me as an example for how to live.
Okay - just know that if you need anything, message me and I'll do whatever I can to help you. You are not alone or hopeless, and you can feel better.
on October 06, 2017
on October 05, 2017
I have a Bands of America regional in two days I'm so stressed
Literally 3 days after we perform at a music festival
Bye bye grades
Literally 3 days after we perform at a music festival
Bye bye grades
on October 05, 2017
when i turn 16 i'm filing for emancipation
i'm already preparing to leave and live in my car and at friends houses
i'm working on getting a job currently so i can save some money to live off of for a while
i'm stockpiling my medication by putting extra pills in a bag, i'll do this so eventually i'll have enough to last a while
i'm not going to buy lunch at school so i can save the money on my lunch account so i can eat once i move out
i'm already preparing to leave and live in my car and at friends houses
i'm working on getting a job currently so i can save some money to live off of for a while
i'm stockpiling my medication by putting extra pills in a bag, i'll do this so eventually i'll have enough to last a while
i'm not going to buy lunch at school so i can save the money on my lunch account so i can eat once i move out
on October 03, 2017
✨personal / TW ✨
imagine you want something more than anything else in the world
you'd give ANYTHING to have it
but someone you have to see everyday, who won't even appreciate it, gets it instead- then laughs at you and yells at you when you're upset.
imagine you really need help. serious help. you go everyday clinging to the little hope you have left. You almost kill yourself everyday. But someone who knows about it tells you you're worthless everyday- and that you're overdramatic. See More
imagine you finally get help and for once you feel okay. help makes you finally realise what's going on and helps you understand. you realise how you feel, but when you express it openly, someone tells you you're "faking it" You're no longer able to get help because it
"made you like this"
Imagine the person doing these things to you is your own mother. And you're never allowed to leave.
imagine you want something more than anything else in the world
you'd give ANYTHING to have it
but someone you have to see everyday, who won't even appreciate it, gets it instead- then laughs at you and yells at you when you're upset.
imagine you really need help. serious help. you go everyday clinging to the little hope you have left. You almost kill yourself everyday. But someone who knows about it tells you you're worthless everyday- and that you're overdramatic. See More
imagine you finally get help and for once you feel okay. help makes you finally realise what's going on and helps you understand. you realise how you feel, but when you express it openly, someone tells you you're "faking it" You're no longer able to get help because it
"made you like this"
Imagine the person doing these things to you is your own mother. And you're never allowed to leave.
When you get older, you can move out and you won't have to deal with her.
Hang in there
Hang in there
on October 03, 2017
on October 03, 2017
my gf got her wisdom teeth out and ughh i want to see her so bad im really worried about her
on September 30, 2017
sorry im like never on here anymore
im kinda growing out of this site but im still going to be here quite a bit
im kinda growing out of this site but im still going to be here quite a bit
on September 27, 2017
on September 26, 2017
im sorry for my band rant
i still stick with my opinion, it's a bit annoying, but listing all of my band's accomplishments was immature and rude
i still stick with my opinion, it's a bit annoying, but listing all of my band's accomplishments was immature and rude
on September 24, 2017
@roger.the.boi i have to agree, but my opinion is obviously biased bc im in colorguard
i marched flute my freshman year so i know how hard it is to march and play, i promise i'm not some crazy guard person who thinks they're better than everyone else
i marched flute my freshman year so i know how hard it is to march and play, i promise i'm not some crazy guard person who thinks they're better than everyone else
on September 24, 2017
@roger.the.boi
but what i did was still not okay...
you can post whatever you want online and i have no right to insult you for liking the same thing as me. that's just stupid
but what i did was still not okay...
you can post whatever you want online and i have no right to insult you for liking the same thing as me. that's just stupid
on September 24, 2017
on September 24, 2017
who is AngelicPhoenix and why did they block me
on September 24, 2017
on September 24, 2017
on September 24, 2017
