praying to god this manic state ive been in lasts me thru the next 2 weeks because my calendar is looking insane
identikit
i have classes throughout the week, work on wednesday, im starting my new job this weekend (friday-sunday), sunday im also going to an afternoon show my friend’s playing as soon as im off work n then like 4 hours later seeing she’s green, then ill be playing shows next tuesday, thursday, and saturday, n im assuming ill be working again sunday morning i might See More actually die
on March 04
on March 04
do i sing good god by daffo at the folk show in 2 weeks (if i do i night have to say a funny word in front of my doomed summer romance)
on March 03
on March 02
i feel like my songwriting process is particularly interesting bc i will literally j hear something in a conversation n be like “yup that’s going in a song someday.” last week my friend was telling me ab how he went on a business trip w the flu and i was like “damn thats poetic for some reason” n got a whole verse out of it n idk how to explain to him that him trying to sweat out a fever in a hotel room inspired me lyrically
also once in high school i snuck the stupidest inside joke ever into a song. my friends n i had this joke that ray davies from the kinks is an ipad kid who’s obsessed with among us and i wrote an actual, serious song but purposefully used the line “among it’s rays” bc it sounds sorta like “among us ray” i need someone to look at my brain
on March 02
huge fan of easter eggs in songs as well i have one song where i purposely throw in a bunch of words that sound like the person’a name who its about
on March 02
on March 02
i love it when i eat a bunch of food that i know makes my stomach hurt n when my stomach hurts later im like “damn why does my stomach hurt”
on March 02
on March 01
seeing she's green live in j over a week if they play syndulla or mandy i might die and go to heaven
on March 01
watched nirvana mtv unplugged w my friend last night and woof yea yk what all the things i said ab kurt when i was 16 stand true. gorgeous man.
on March 01
oh so apparently we’re supposed to get in contact with the artist we’re doing our semester project on. i do not think i can do that i feel like justin vernon knowing i exist would be my end
i literally fantasize ab this man like not in a weird way but sitting down n grabbing a coffee w/ him n talking ab music/jamming/writing a song w/ him would change my life
on March 02
on March 01
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god i cant wait til its consistently warmer out
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on March 01
its 65 degrees out and this gorgeous masc woman i always make coffee for gave me a rose. finding god today.
on March 01
on February 28
working on an essay that's supposed to be a duo project but my partner is not doing shit and i gotta leave for work in roughly 30 minutes.
Shit. I'd immediately demand the prof to switch me to a competent partner. That's gross as hell. Maybe you could even find out the chick he's tryna hit and try to turn her against him just for revenge
on February 28
he told me yesterday that he wasn’t sure if he’d be able to do much bc he was gonna b hooking up w this girl 😭 my brother in christ the hookup can wait i have 2 jobs n i still wrote 3 paragraphs and did the majority of the research
on February 28
on February 28
place i got hired at has a full cocktail bar n the manager said i can ask the bartenders ab training in that area as well oh boy
on February 27
on February 27
on February 26
hired on the spot how long do y’all think i can keep up with 2 barista jobs an artists collective and several hours of classes
on February 26
on February 24