clown.boy - Page 9

eatign,, a cinnamon role bcz!! i literally don't care anymore!!! it does not matter!!! idoit

sometimes i feel bad abt my body but i just realized i look like the lemon demon from fnf so i feel great now <3

not a vent or a rant? just a thought i have sometimes

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sometimes. i try to think abt what life would be like as someone who isn't mentally ill and. i can't!
the thought of it is so beyond me. it's so strange. like, a world where i don't think this way? does that even exist? how do other people think? what's a "healthy" brain's thought process like?

it's so weird to think that the only way my brain's ever worked isn't what's supposed to happen. i'm not supposed to think this way but i can't think in any other way. no matter how hard i try. wacky, ain't it?

me: are we. on good terms

him: yes, at least i think so

me: cool :)

my brain: A͏̨̛͢͞A͝Ą́́͜͠A͟҉̴̀A̷̧̢A̡̕͟A҉́͠A̶͘͟͞Ą̀͢A̸̵̛͢A̸̡͢͝A̢̛͝͏Á͞A̶̛À̢̀͢͠Á̶̡͘͟A҉͠͏

sex is whatever ig but have you ever felt so sure that your dearest friend was there to stay and was comforted by their words?

yea,
checkmate liberals

burger king

i hate thomas edison

*vaporizes myself*

ssorry i write a lot sometimes btw, my brain goes rrbrbrbrbrbrrr nd i have no control over this

i know i've said it before but i cannot stress it enough, john doe from the telltale series is literally me. that's me!!

i always get so happy seeing vids of his scenes bcz we act so alike it's!! wow!! that's me!!
nd his relationship w/ bruce is also a lot like mine w/ ray dkjfns like. he knew him for like, a day nd listed him as his emergency contact. me in the flesh. nd also, i know everyone uses emoticons when texting but i got so happy seeing him use smilies bcz!! that's See More▼ how i talk to ray!! me in real

tl;dr - i am john doe in the flesh, goodbye

show me the illegal foods

thinkin about how i took an anime quiz to see what kinda character i am nd got "suffers for plot development"

okay cool, i don't like junko enoshima
the cosplays nd stuff are cool but. i don't like her character from what i've seen so far,, soz

uurghurghurhhghhghh i'm gonna. rrrrrr. i swear i'll do it ooh grrrrr. if it wasn't for him, i swweaarrr. grrgrgrrrrrrr. pisses me off,,,, ffucker,,

i think jack stauber's music kinda triggers my trauma and that makes me really sad bcz i really loved his work :(
there's just a lotta pain there now and it's hard to ignore. i'm bummed out about it.

this banger but it's abt yuzu, kiara, and all the other creeps

https://youtu.be/Krp-0Ei8mHE

tw: s*icide mention, major animal cruelty and idk if i need to put it bcz i said unfollow me if u don't like gore but yea, there's gore in this one

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i found two gorey dnf (dream) fics on r/guro nd it's ffuckin wild man like. apparently this user that made one of em got so many death threats nd shit that they deleted it and killed themselves after. all in all, it does not sound like a community i wanna be part of lol. one of em ain't that bad nd it's called "The Teeth fic" (major nsfw warning if you wanna read it, it's not great but it's explicit) but then there's the other one from the person that committed suicide called "Dream's Home-made Cat-boy" where dream kills their cat and puts george into the corpse of snapple (or whatever his name is) and then ffuckin shoves the dead cat's corpse into george's asshole,, they said they weren't in a good mindset when they made it nd apologized but ig that wasn't enough? all i know is i am. staying far away!! :/