clown.boy - Page 8
Name's Devin! You can also call me John!
he/ him/ they/ them/ it/ its
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Your local mentally unstable bi 15yo vampire-clown-goblin-alien-gremlin boy-thing :)
I'm married to Ronald McDonald! <3
I will eat you and your teeth
tw/ cw: some of my posts will contain mentions of gore/guro. it is something i enjoy. it's not a sexual thing for me but can be taken that way for many others so, if you are uncomfortable with that and/or gore itself, please do not interact! thank you
let's GET this BREAD lads
he/ him/ they/ them/ it/ its
Lookie here for a little more info! ---> https://pronouny.xyz/u/clown.boy See More▼
Your local mentally unstable bi 15yo vampire-clown-goblin-alien-gremlin boy-thing :)
I'm married to Ronald McDonald! <3
I will eat you and your teeth
tw/ cw: some of my posts will contain mentions of gore/guro. it is something i enjoy. it's not a sexual thing for me but can be taken that way for many others so, if you are uncomfortable with that and/or gore itself, please do not interact! thank you
let's GET this BREAD lads
john doe!! was confirmed by the creative director and writers to be bi!! dskjns
fuᴄk yeaa
fuᴄk yeaa
on March 05, 2021
my yandere laugh is scooby doo's laugh and that's it
on March 04, 2021
on March 04, 2021
lol what if i gave up drawing forever haha wouldn't that be so ffunny
thats actually what happened to me
im taking a break rn and only rlly doing doodles during class, and its helped me a bit to make it not feel so formal/serious
i recommend doing that but also i hope u feel better abt it
im taking a break rn and only rlly doing doodles during class, and its helped me a bit to make it not feel so formal/serious
i recommend doing that but also i hope u feel better abt it
on March 04, 2021
my mood's just been everywhere nd i don't wanna stop but, there's just so much in my brain i dunno what to do with nd it starts to feel more like a job.
i'm not actually gonna quit but i think about it a lot
@whorrific
thnks, that made me feel better, i rlly appreciate it lots :}
@mkdmlucoaismywife420
i'm not actually gonna quit but i think about it a lot
@whorrific
thnks, that made me feel better, i rlly appreciate it lots :}
@mkdmlucoaismywife420
on March 04, 2021
on March 04, 2021
send food
on March 01, 2021
i hate how "i'm trying to be better/change" or "i've changed" has become a manipulation technique bcz it makes me question myself when i say that i want to change things abt myself like!
i'm really genuinely trying to be a better person, i swear, i will try harder
i'm really genuinely trying to be a better person, i swear, i will try harder
on March 01, 2021
on March 01, 2021
cool so ig cay nd i aren't friends anymore lol kdsjjdn
this is NOT gonna be good for my paranoia
this is NOT gonna be good for my paranoia
on March 01, 2021
vent abt school and the woman who birthed me
major tw: s*lf h*rm
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uh oh!! just clawed at my head till it started bleeding!! and i clawed skin off of my finger!! thanks mom thank you so much for ignoring my mental state and working so hard at neglecting my need for serious help. thanks for mocking my self harm addiction and telling me that it doesn't matter to you because "it doesn't do shit to you". thanks for ignoring the fact that you know i've cut myself before and continue to not do anything when i say i really ffucking need to be checked in. i need help. i can't fuckking do schoolwork in this state. right now, schools the last thing on my mind. i can't ffucking do it anymore i can't take it anymore i've tried to get better and i ffucking can't i can't i can't. so what's the big solution? actually ffucking getting me the help i need? no actually, lets ffucking threaten to isolate me instead and take away the one person that can actually ffucking help me yea let's do that let's take away the one person whp actually understands and believes in your kid. i can't ffucking do tthis anymorre
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uh oh!! just clawed at my head till it started bleeding!! and i clawed skin off of my finger!! thanks mom thank you so much for ignoring my mental state and working so hard at neglecting my need for serious help. thanks for mocking my self harm addiction and telling me that it doesn't matter to you because "it doesn't do shit to you". thanks for ignoring the fact that you know i've cut myself before and continue to not do anything when i say i really ffucking need to be checked in. i need help. i can't fuckking do schoolwork in this state. right now, schools the last thing on my mind. i can't ffucking do it anymore i can't take it anymore i've tried to get better and i ffucking can't i can't i can't. so what's the big solution? actually ffucking getting me the help i need? no actually, lets ffucking threaten to isolate me instead and take away the one person that can actually ffucking help me yea let's do that let's take away the one person whp actually understands and believes in your kid. i can't ffucking do tthis anymorre
I'm sorry i don't have advice for ur situation but I do want to say I hear u and offer empathy (not in a pity way)
on March 01, 2021
on March 01, 2021
me: hhey i need serious help bcz i'm mentally ill and it's rlly taking its toll and i don't know what to do, i think i should be checked into a mental hospital
my mom: oh noo. anyway, fix those grades
my mom: oh noo. anyway, fix those grades
on March 01, 2021
also, again, thnks for liking the characters ray nd i made :)
i didn't think anyone would like em bcz they're blatantly based off of ourselves but i'm glad some ppl think it's neat ^^
i didn't think anyone would like em bcz they're blatantly based off of ourselves but i'm glad some ppl think it's neat ^^
on March 01, 2021
i got a neat little video editor :)
i'm,, gonna see if i can make a vid w/ their voice claimss :))
i'm,, gonna see if i can make a vid w/ their voice claimss :))
on March 01, 2021
hi whats up john
on February 28, 2021
i found a technique to help me not reject water when i drink it and i feel so victorious rn
i am a god
i am a god
on February 28, 2021
i miss having cool robot men tell me "T.V. bad, and stop copying us, I don't know who I am anymore"
on February 28, 2021
i kinda,, like the idea of bein called john bcz kinnie moment but i dunno dksjfn
on February 27, 2021
on February 27, 2021