
no way no F UCKING way are you kidding my oh my god
you've gotta be pissin my pants right now oh my f UCK
elton fu ckin john's doing a thing with gorillaz oh my SHIT i'm NOT ready
this is f uckin wild, this is way too amazing, something's probably going to explode soon
you've gotta be pissin my pants right now oh my f UCK
elton fu ckin john's doing a thing with gorillaz oh my SHIT i'm NOT ready
this is f uckin wild, this is way too amazing, something's probably going to explode soon
on September 30, 2020

seeing bowie with long hair nd dresses makes me so happy like
he really just takes my dysphoria and fckin stomps on it bro
he really just takes my dysphoria and fckin stomps on it bro

actually no, it's not just that one
like. every music vid of his has me ascend into a higher state of being
bro
b rO
i just,, wanna be like that, bro
like. every music vid of his has me ascend into a higher state of being
bro
b rO
i just,, wanna be like that, bro
on September 28, 2020

bro the fckin music vid for 'boys keep swinging' gives me unbelievable joy like
that is. the blueprint
that's my goal
that is. the blueprint
that's my goal
on September 28, 2020
on September 28, 2020

on September 28, 2020

bro lace is so hard to draw who the fcuk let me choose mspaint as a medium
on September 27, 2020

guess who's progress was torn down and washed away b̶e̶c̶a̶u̶s̶e̶ ̶o̶f̶ ̶j̶o̶k̶e̶s̶ ̶h̶i̶s̶ ̶m̶o̶t̶h̶e̶r̶ ̶m̶a̶d̶e̶ because of his mother!!
wahoo!!
spiraling downward once more! maybe even farther! yippee!!
good thing i started to keep a journal this time
wahoo!!
spiraling downward once more! maybe even farther! yippee!!
good thing i started to keep a journal this time

on September 27, 2020
on September 27, 2020

tw: vent // s*lf h*rm
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bruh i can feel all my progress as a person and progress into accepting me is just deteriorating
i hate this, i hate school, i hate expectations, i hate my brain
i hate that i might relapse even worse
i'm gonna fcking start all over again
i'm gonna be nothing but a pain and a burden, an annoyance. he's going to get fed up with me and leave me behind. just like the others did.
i'm so stupid i'm so fcking stupid why can't i just work properly
why was i born this way
i wish i was a normal good kid instead of some idiot freak.
i wish i was a good kid
i wish i was a good kid
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bruh i can feel all my progress as a person and progress into accepting me is just deteriorating
i hate this, i hate school, i hate expectations, i hate my brain
i hate that i might relapse even worse
i'm gonna fcking start all over again
i'm gonna be nothing but a pain and a burden, an annoyance. he's going to get fed up with me and leave me behind. just like the others did.
i'm so stupid i'm so fcking stupid why can't i just work properly
why was i born this way
i wish i was a normal good kid instead of some idiot freak.
i wish i was a good kid
i wish i was a good kid

on September 14, 2020
on September 14, 2020

on September 12, 2020

just sent you the image of them fused

on September 14, 2020
on September 10, 2020

buhudshfk i made a mistake and i'm now joker kin again
i'm doomed to be a gay clown wacko
i'm doomed to be a gay clown wacko
on September 10, 2020

on September 08, 2020

my mom wants to be a tik tok person and she wants me to do tik tok dances please help me guys i'm so scared oh my god
on August 30, 2020

buhdubh should i make an epic page for the convos ray nd i have out of context
bcz we have golden moments
bcz we have golden moments
on August 29, 2020

people better start wearing their masks and/or stayin home because i want that epic movie day to happen
i will actually commit multiple acts of violence
i will actually commit multiple acts of violence
on August 28, 2020

buh!! ok so my buddy ray hasn't seen a lot of movies but
this dumb dirt boy has nd so i made a list of movies i wanna show him
and!! if we ever get a chance, we can epicly watch epic movies together :D !!
this dumb dirt boy has nd so i made a list of movies i wanna show him
and!! if we ever get a chance, we can epicly watch epic movies together :D !!
on August 28, 2020

bruh i accidentally deleted my post abt droppin out but i talked to ray nd
he said it'd be fine but my mom won't budge
she said, "there are kids with *down syndrome* that finish school"
like. yea, good on them! but i'm having a hard time and would appreciate it if you didn't invalidate me and tried to understand that different people have different capabilities and different limits.
he said it'd be fine but my mom won't budge
she said, "there are kids with *down syndrome* that finish school"
like. yea, good on them! but i'm having a hard time and would appreciate it if you didn't invalidate me and tried to understand that different people have different capabilities and different limits.

That’s annoying : ( I’m sorry dude. I totally get the feeling of
Wanting to drop out, I’ve been wanting to since middle school and I’m a senior now. My mom never let me drop out and doesn’t believe school has done more harm than good and shit. It’s annoying that people don’t understand :/
Wanting to drop out, I’ve been wanting to since middle school and I’m a senior now. My mom never let me drop out and doesn’t believe school has done more harm than good and shit. It’s annoying that people don’t understand :/
on August 27, 2020
on August 27, 2020