on August 02, 2020
i am just a fool boy, i cannot change this
on August 01, 2020
my brain: comes up with lotsa stories nd characters knowing everything about them every event that takes place
me: ok cool now make it a thing
my brain: what the fuᴄk you say to me you fuᴄking decomposed idiot lizard
me: ok cool now make it a thing
my brain: what the fuᴄk you say to me you fuᴄking decomposed idiot lizard
on July 30, 2020
on July 29, 2020
i'm still a boy hdkjhdksh
i just like being pretty sometimes nd i need a haircut ?
i just like being pretty sometimes nd i need a haircut ?
on July 29, 2020
ok so far, i've made:
two simple flowers
one nifty fancy flower
one dog
one sword
three giraffes
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and one frickin EPIC crown
i am living
two simple flowers
one nifty fancy flower
one dog
one sword
three giraffes
three cats See More
and one frickin EPIC crown
i am living
on July 28, 2020
on July 28, 2020
rip kansai yamamoto
the iconic fashion designer who designed bowie's legendary looks
has died on the 21st after a battle with leukemia
his work is inspirational and i have a lot to thank him for
the iconic fashion designer who designed bowie's legendary looks
has died on the 21st after a battle with leukemia
his work is inspirational and i have a lot to thank him for
on July 28, 2020
my dad got me a record player!!!
we playin the sgt. pepper album nd drifting off into pepperland boyeee
we playin the sgt. pepper album nd drifting off into pepperland boyeee
on July 26, 2020
ok so?? i think i could maybe make a good blonde??? maybe
but not like. a natural lookin color. i want. yellow ksjdf
i think it'd look rlly neat but i dunno how my hair will react to it??
if not, i'll just go with my original plan nd get it pitch black haha
but that's if i even get to dye my hair
but not like. a natural lookin color. i want. yellow ksjdf
i think it'd look rlly neat but i dunno how my hair will react to it??
if not, i'll just go with my original plan nd get it pitch black haha
but that's if i even get to dye my hair
on July 18, 2020
vent/ rant?? talkin abt my mom nd trans stuff
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i could try to make excuses for her nd say that she's trying but. she's not. i try to talk to her about trans people but, she doesn't make any progress. to her, a trans male is a girl pretending to be a boy and lying to people, and a trans woman is a weird gay guy dressed as a girl. she refers to brandon teena as a girl no matter how many times i try to explain why it's wrong. i can't get through to her and it hurts. out of the two parents that i should be soo grateful for, she's the one who'd have a better chance at understanding this. a better chance at understanding me. but she doesn't.
she's constantly complaining about how jordan and i want our hair cut. she doesn't understand how we could like short hair. our long hair was "soo pretty". she shoves pictures of our long hair into our faces, not knowing how much it hurts. not knowing that all i see is a kid who was so lost, not knowing why he didn't really didn't feel. like a girl. she'll never know how angry i was at my long hair or how much it would hurt me to have it that way. i kind of hinted at why and she scoffed, trying to tell me "the length of hair isn't a gender thing". i know it isn't but, it kind of starts to be when you look a certain way. she'll never even try to understand.
i wish i was a real boy. i wish i could have long hair and be okay with it. i wish i was ready to have long hair. i wish i could have it and still be seen for what i am but, i won't be. not yet. reaching that point is gonna take a lot of time and progress. i can't do that right now.
and y'know. sometimes, if not born as a cis boy, i really wish i could be ok with being born a girl. i wish i wouldn't have to go through these terrible experiences and just be happy with how i've grown. but i'm not and i never will be until i look the way i'm supposed to.
i didn't choose to be this way. i'm not following some dumb phase. i'm just not a girl.
i've pretended to be ok with being a girl for so long,
the least you could do is pretend to accept me.
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i could try to make excuses for her nd say that she's trying but. she's not. i try to talk to her about trans people but, she doesn't make any progress. to her, a trans male is a girl pretending to be a boy and lying to people, and a trans woman is a weird gay guy dressed as a girl. she refers to brandon teena as a girl no matter how many times i try to explain why it's wrong. i can't get through to her and it hurts. out of the two parents that i should be soo grateful for, she's the one who'd have a better chance at understanding this. a better chance at understanding me. but she doesn't.
she's constantly complaining about how jordan and i want our hair cut. she doesn't understand how we could like short hair. our long hair was "soo pretty". she shoves pictures of our long hair into our faces, not knowing how much it hurts. not knowing that all i see is a kid who was so lost, not knowing why he didn't really didn't feel. like a girl. she'll never know how angry i was at my long hair or how much it would hurt me to have it that way. i kind of hinted at why and she scoffed, trying to tell me "the length of hair isn't a gender thing". i know it isn't but, it kind of starts to be when you look a certain way. she'll never even try to understand.
i wish i was a real boy. i wish i could have long hair and be okay with it. i wish i was ready to have long hair. i wish i could have it and still be seen for what i am but, i won't be. not yet. reaching that point is gonna take a lot of time and progress. i can't do that right now.
and y'know. sometimes, if not born as a cis boy, i really wish i could be ok with being born a girl. i wish i wouldn't have to go through these terrible experiences and just be happy with how i've grown. but i'm not and i never will be until i look the way i'm supposed to.
i didn't choose to be this way. i'm not following some dumb phase. i'm just not a girl.
i've pretended to be ok with being a girl for so long,
the least you could do is pretend to accept me.
on July 18, 2020
bruh how the frick do i draw glitter on paper this sucks
i'm gonna kick my teeth in
i'm gonna kick my teeth in
on July 17, 2020
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on July 17, 2020
buh i just actually watched Labyrinth nd jkdnkd
hello?? new comfort movie?? yes
hello?? new comfort movie?? yes
on July 16, 2020