When Sapphire and I were together my guy friend Don told me I should change my name to Ruby so we could be his OTP in real life (My Nick is Ruby even tho me and Sapphire are no longer together, I like it tho)
on September 09, 2020
Well I thought Sam made the 'cut' ;)
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on September 08, 2020
on September 08, 2020
XD my style changes like my mindset
on September 08, 2020
on September 08, 2020
on September 08, 2020
on September 08, 2020
on September 08, 2020
Sam's four basic needs as of right now
Sleep
Frosting
Hugs
Hot shower
✋︎ ✌︎☹︎?︎⚐︎ ☠︎☜︎☜︎?︎ ❄︎☟︎✋︎?︎ ☝︎?︎✡︎ ✋︎ ☹︎✋︎?︎☜︎ ❄︎⚐︎ ?︎✋︎?︎?︎ ?︎☜︎
Sleep
Frosting
Hugs
Hot shower
✋︎ ✌︎☹︎?︎⚐︎ ☠︎☜︎☜︎?︎ ❄︎☟︎✋︎?︎ ☝︎?︎✡︎ ✋︎ ☹︎✋︎?︎☜︎ ❄︎⚐︎ ?︎✋︎?︎?︎ ?︎☜︎
on September 08, 2020
on September 08, 2020
on September 08, 2020
Just ramblings of a madman, you can ignore it
Or me talking about my emotions and then venting about my anger idk what to call it
Edit: Rant not vent
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Ugh I wanna talk about my problems but I don't want people to think I'm weak. Like I'm always running away from my problems instead of facing them on head first I'm always avoiding the hard feelings and I'm afraid if I tell them I won't be heard... And not to mention how I feel so alone and unloved and humiliated. I can't even trust my own mom and I should trust her but she's hurt my heart so much that I can't even trust her. I also crave hugs I used to get them alit when I was younger now that I got out of the system I'm getting little to none in a week. I just want someone to grab me, hug me tightly, so tight I'm begging for air to breathe. I'm also told I should just grow up and ignore my problems I'm 15 and I should act like some sort of adult. I know I should be more mature than my sister because I'm 15 but deep down I'm as immature as a 7 year old most days I wanna curl up in a ball and cry. I also wanna stay in bed all day and die. Eating has lost my interest but I wanna consume a full container of frosting ugh and not to mention how furious I am at my dad and my stepdad they are complete ass wipes. They are not men they are fuçking toddlers. HOW COULD MY MOM STILL LOVE MY STEPDAD AND TALK TO HIM AFTER WHAT HE DID?! How could she allow him to come within walking distance from me I wanna suffocate him while I laugh loudly above his voice he caused me so much pain and suffering for what?? FOR HIM TO NOT BE IN JAIL! I HATE HIM HE SHOULD DIE IN A HOLE WHERE NO ONE WILL EVER FIND HIM AND MY MOM CANT HELP HIM OUT HE SHOULD STEP ON A GODDAMN LEGO OR HELL EVEN CHOKE ON IT FOR ALL I CARE I CANG EVEN TALK TO MY THERAPIST ABOUT HIM WITHOUT BREAKING DOWN HOW COULD MY MOM ALLOW HIM TO EVEN COME OVER AND HELPWITHTHECARIFALLHEDOESISHURTMEAND MAKEMEWANNADIEALLOVERAGAIN!!!
Or me talking about my emotions and then venting about my anger idk what to call it
Edit: Rant not vent
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Ugh I wanna talk about my problems but I don't want people to think I'm weak. Like I'm always running away from my problems instead of facing them on head first I'm always avoiding the hard feelings and I'm afraid if I tell them I won't be heard... And not to mention how I feel so alone and unloved and humiliated. I can't even trust my own mom and I should trust her but she's hurt my heart so much that I can't even trust her. I also crave hugs I used to get them alit when I was younger now that I got out of the system I'm getting little to none in a week. I just want someone to grab me, hug me tightly, so tight I'm begging for air to breathe. I'm also told I should just grow up and ignore my problems I'm 15 and I should act like some sort of adult. I know I should be more mature than my sister because I'm 15 but deep down I'm as immature as a 7 year old most days I wanna curl up in a ball and cry. I also wanna stay in bed all day and die. Eating has lost my interest but I wanna consume a full container of frosting ugh and not to mention how furious I am at my dad and my stepdad they are complete ass wipes. They are not men they are fuçking toddlers. HOW COULD MY MOM STILL LOVE MY STEPDAD AND TALK TO HIM AFTER WHAT HE DID?! How could she allow him to come within walking distance from me I wanna suffocate him while I laugh loudly above his voice he caused me so much pain and suffering for what?? FOR HIM TO NOT BE IN JAIL! I HATE HIM HE SHOULD DIE IN A HOLE WHERE NO ONE WILL EVER FIND HIM AND MY MOM CANT HELP HIM OUT HE SHOULD STEP ON A GODDAMN LEGO OR HELL EVEN CHOKE ON IT FOR ALL I CARE I CANG EVEN TALK TO MY THERAPIST ABOUT HIM WITHOUT BREAKING DOWN HOW COULD MY MOM ALLOW HIM TO EVEN COME OVER AND HELPWITHTHECARIFALLHEDOESISHURTMEAND MAKEMEWANNADIEALLOVERAGAIN!!!
on September 08, 2020
I'm kinda wondering what I'm doing here anymore, I mean I spend most of my time on a phone and my ability to talk has failed me and I barely take care of myself anymore and I'm always sad yet I act happy to try to make others feel happy and stronger
What's wrong with me?
What's wrong with me?
on September 08, 2020
on September 07, 2020
on September 07, 2020
My mom named me some undertale characters ya'll
I got bored so here you go TwT (sent her the images so you know)
Frisk → Kate
Chara → Jill
Sans → Sans
Papyrus → Bones
Flowey → Fleur (French for flower I believe) See More
Undyne → Swamp Solider
Alphys → Dino Hermes
Toriel → Goatsie
Asgore → Diablo
Muffet → Vampyro
Temmie → Shakypup
Mettaton → Ivy
I got bored so here you go TwT (sent her the images so you know)
Frisk → Kate
Chara → Jill
Sans → Sans
Papyrus → Bones
Flowey → Fleur (French for flower I believe) See More
Undyne → Swamp Solider
Alphys → Dino Hermes
Toriel → Goatsie
Asgore → Diablo
Muffet → Vampyro
Temmie → Shakypup
Mettaton → Ivy
on September 07, 2020
School doesn't test intelligence
It tests my ability to keep calm and not slap a bitch
It tests my ability to keep calm and not slap a bitch
on September 07, 2020