Orange.Soda - Page 47

I'M NOT KIDDINF DOES ANYONE LIKE, ,, IMAGINE COLORS
THIS SHIT IS BOTHERING ME
I NEED TO MAKE SURE I'M NOT CRAZY

Mom: Oh I like your a-
Me: *takes the line art layer off*
Mom: Torie what the hell

“I found out my behavior was a disability so I stopped having that behavior”
Hold up-

Me: I'm gonna start my year off being OK!
My period: it'd be a shame if
My period: someone said hello

Ranting about my eating disorder real quick so tw there:

I!!! Want!! To!!! Eat!! Normally!! I wanna eat 3 meals a day without feeling sick!!! I wanna eat 1 without feeling sick!! Is that too much to ask body??? Huh?? I know I'm a bit chubby but eating in the mornings will boost my metabolism!!! Let!! Me!! eat!!

Weird ramble but,, does anyone like,, imagine colors???
Like weird ones
Like how yellow-blue tones aren’t possible but,, you imagine them?

Semi-need to vent but at the same time I don’t wanna be an asshole?

Doot

And when I got confused when my mom asked me to give her my phone he got all pissy at me?? I asked if I did something wrong and he was all “just do it!!!!”
I’m not the one doing stupid shit online

Why is my stepdad so paranoid. I was drawing and,, he insisted I show him what I was doing??

seepy tbh
imma work on somethin, gn!! Happy new years everyone!!

Me: why is my art trash
Also me: *never uses the right tools for the right jobs, not the best at color theory, anatomy sucks* haha I like purble

Appreciation posts for 3 strong people on here:

Jay, bc she's so mentally strong!! She went through a LOT this year (hell the last few months!) she's still standing strong, and can still kick people's butts!! I can say at school she's surrounded by triggers and still stays strong!!! I know only through 2019 she's gonna get stronger and stronger and I cant wait to watch that progression!!

Lindsey, bc holy heck?? She isn't perfect (none of us are though,,,) and is trying See More super hard to correct herself!! Even if she doesn't seem like it, she's trying so hard and that makes her so strong!! She still makes time to help others out and honestly,, I wanna go take a trip to Canada just so I can spoil her for a day bc she needs to take a break mentally and physically, ,, but I admire her so much for staying strong when she feels like giving up!!

Niaaa!! Holy heck, ,, how many times have you almost died?? And how sick do you get??? And you still manage to get through it??? I, , ,, strong boyo!!! You're at least a week sober and I'm super proud of you for that!!! You're amazing and other than being sick and literally almost dying and hating yourself, , you're amazing!!!

I'll do more but it's 2 am, ily all!!

My brother is playing fortnite and I told him
"You already went into 2019 being a piece of shit"