on October 30, 2016
I have two sets of horns.
One set actually looks like Kankri/Karkat horns
The other ones look like rabbit ears.
One set actually looks like Kankri/Karkat horns
The other ones look like rabbit ears.
on October 30, 2016
on October 30, 2016
Lookie there. I still alive.. How sad.
on October 30, 2016
on October 30, 2016
on October 30, 2016
Oh god. Everything hurts. It hurts so much. My head is pounding, I can feel the tears wanting to escape build pressure behind my eyes, my body aches. It hurts.
on October 30, 2016
on October 30, 2016
Seems like I lied to myself. I said I would pretend to be okay, to keep my emotions bottled. But here I am, not okay, my emotions spilling.
on October 30, 2016
on October 30, 2016
I've laid here for an hour, trying to push my thoughts away. But each shove I give, they only become stronger
on October 30, 2016
on October 30, 2016
I can't sleep. My mood continues to spiral downhill and I can't control it.
on October 30, 2016
Goodnight...
on October 30, 2016
on October 30, 2016
I need to sleep, get my mind off the horrible things in life. But I can't.
on October 30, 2016
If I died tonight a total of four people would care. Four people out of the seven billion.
I think out of the seven billion people out there, you can find someone better than me. Someone actually worth your while.
I think out of the seven billion people out there, you can find someone better than me. Someone actually worth your while.
on October 30, 2016
on October 30, 2016
on October 30, 2016
The world is slipping from my grasp. If I had the guts, I'd try again. But you'd hate me more. I can't catch my breath. My head is spinning way too fast. I don't know what I'm doing anymore.
on October 30, 2016
on October 30, 2016
Someone save me from myself.
on October 30, 2016
The battle has begun. The one for my life. I'm on the losing side, but I will win. I am prepared to win against my emotions, and keep them in check. For as long as possible, I will do my best to never let anyone see my emotions, no matter how much I need to let it out.
This is the only way to win. And this is what I will do
This is the only way to win. And this is what I will do
on October 30, 2016
on October 30, 2016
I think I'm in love. With my own little fairytale. And it hurts, knowing I will never be able to hold you close. To be able to make you feel better. To wipe away your tears and kiss it all better. I feel so cursed, not being able to love you properly.
I don't care though, if I lose my mind. Because I have you and that's all I need. Because your my very own fairytale.
I don't care though, if I lose my mind. Because I have you and that's all I need. Because your my very own fairytale.
*hugs you, burying my face into your chest* but maybe... Your fairytale will become a reality.... *muffled voice*
on October 31, 2016
on October 30, 2016
on October 30, 2016
I'll go back and delete those posts soon. No one will never know something was wrong. I'll be back to my cheerful self soon.
on October 30, 2016
I'm sorry. I should stop dumping my problems on here. It makes everything worse. I'll keep them bottled up. I will keep that bottle tight. I will pretend to be okay.
Don't worry. I'm okay..
Don't worry. I'm okay..
on October 30, 2016