you enjoy yourself and know how to have fun... you are a Lillie.... an amazing flower and a flower that has many different colors...you have different personality and we love them all!
Rules are there for a reason, and without them, you strongly believe the world would fall apart. When you cook a meal, you adhere to the recipe and wouldn't consider changing it in any way. You get frustrated with rule breakers and cannot understand why they would flout clear instructions as other people are counting on them, too. If you commit to something for you or someone else, you'll always do it. For you, upholding these rules and instructions gives you a sense of freedom and the control that you need to feel secure in your life. You don't need others to motivate you, you just do what you have to do. Equally, if you find something in the world with no instructions but it's causing injustice in some way, you'll endeavor to get rules in place to stop this. You find it difficult to defer things or delegate them to others and will not flout rules, even when it makes sense to do so.
The term "hedge" comes from the fact that the practitioner rides the divide between this world and others.
Hedge witches do most of their work through their astral body. They explore different realms and may even act as mediators between worlds. The astral realm is also where they work on sowing the seeds to manifesting what they desire in their physical lives.
You seem to have a natural aptitude for lucid dreaming, or you frequently experience sleep paralysis. These are said to be ideal foundations to eventually venture into the astral realm.
The Hush Hush Saga by Becca Fitzpatrick is the story of Nora Grey and Patch Cipriano as they battle against demonic forces in Coldwater, Maine. When Nora and Patch are made partners in biology class, Nora is less than enthused. And when Nora's life becomes rife with danger and mystery, she finds that it all leads back to Patch. Who is he, and what could his goal be? If I'm recommending this series to you, it may be because you like a good mystery, appreciate characters with a little big of edge, and you believe the best things in life involve a little risk. You're a little more academically minded than others, liking to read and keep learning.