McDermottsAngel - Page 3

Today was mostly really good for me. I went to my careers interview, and I might be getting a placement at a newspaper headquarters. And I also made mince pies all by myself today, and I'm really proud of them. The teacher that looks like Mika was also in school today, but I didn't see him anywhere. But now I know he's going to be at my school soon as a proper teacher, which is good. The only bad thing that happened today was that this boy kept asking SkyDoesMinecraft Girl and See More▼ other people if I had Asperger's, and she said no, but it was still scary. I don't really care that much, though, because the rest of today has been good. ?

And also, I found out something really weird yesterday. HeyHoHereWeGo and Twerking Bat Boy are actually dating. I don't really like Twerking Bat Boy, but even he doesn't deserve to have to date someone like HeyHoHereWeGo. And they say they're a better couple than SkyDoesMinecraft Girl and Lollipop Girl, but they just are not a good couple at all. :/

Yesterday the teacher that is the brother of the teacher Mr Winter is based on came into school, even though he hasn't been here for nearly three years. Apparently he was covering for someone, and he kept seeing people from my year and saying things like, "This is a blast from the past!" I kind of wanted someone to ask how his brother was, but nobody did.

My mum showed me The Emotionary, and it's so beautiful. ???

OH MY GOSH. THE EMOTIONARY JUST CAME IN THE POST. ???

I know it is because the package is the exact same shape and size as it, and it feels like it too. And something that my brother wanted for Christmas came too, so that means it's a Christmas present. When I realised that it was Eden's book, I started fangirling really hard, and my brother kept asking what I was fangirling about. ???

But I have to wait until Christmas to read this perfect book, and I'm not sure I can wait See More▼ that long. ?

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LAYER ONE: THE OUTSIDE
-Name: Victoria.
-Eye color: Brown.
-Hair style/color: Ombre, but it's naturally dark brown. And it's shoulder length.
-Height: I don't know.
-Weight: I don't know that either. See More▼
-Clothing style: I dress like a Sweet Lolita, but in a kind of casual way.
-Best physical feature: I guess my hair.

LAYER TWO: THE INSIDE
-Your fears: I don't really know. I guess not being successful, or losing someone I care about.
-Your guilty pleasure: I don't really have any, because all of the things that are my main interests are things that other people would consider guilty pleasures.
-Ambitions for the future: To become an author and a journalist, and to be happy and successful.

LAYER THREE: THOUGHTS
-Your first thoughts waking up: It's usually something related to Charlie McDermott, or something that's going to happen that day.
-What you think about most: Charlie McDermott. ❤
-What you think about before you go to bed: I usually fall asleep thinking of ideas for stories.
-What you think is your best quality is: Probably my intelligence or creativity.

LAYER FOUR: WHAT'S BETTER
-Single or group dates: I don't know. I guess single.
-To be loved or respected: Both, but I think I would rather be loved.
-Beauty or brains: Brains. Beauty means nothing if you aren't intelligent.
-Dogs or cats: I don't like either that much, I prefer smaller animals. But I guess cats.

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU
-Lie: Not that much, but I think everyone does.
-Believe in yourself: I didn't use to, but now I do.
-Smoke: No, smoking is disgusting.

The conversation that just happened between me and my mum:

My mum: The Emotionary. A dictionary of words that don't exist for feelings that do. Is this the book you want for Christmas?
Me: What? *goes into my mum's room*
My mum: Is this it? *shows me her laptop*
Me: Mm hm.
My mum: So she makes up her own words for feelings?
Me: Yep. See More▼
My mum: It says here that she plays Sue Heck on The Middle. Have you heard of this show before?
Me: *doesn't know what to say* Ooh.
My mum: So, where did you hear about this book?
Me: Um. . .
My mum: From The Middle?
Me: *internally fangirling* Yeah.
My mum: Okay.

So now my mum knows that I watch The Middle, and she approves of it. Which is good, because now I know that I can be a proper fan of it and of Charlie McDermott. ?

I just found out that I'm getting The Emotionary for Christmas! ??

I am so angry right now, and it's all because of HeyHoHereWeGo.

He literally told everyone about what the anti-bullying leader said to him, and he said that he did nothing wrong. He also said that what he had done wasn't even homophobic, and earlier today he and TheDoctorsQueen were making fun of SkyDoesMinecraft Girl and saying she was a sad person for trying to get help for what he had done. And some other people made fun of her and called her horrible names, and they said See More▼ that she talked about people behind their backs, even though she was just trying to get help with the situation, and that is nothing like that. HeyHoHereWeGo also said that he wanted to try and walk home with SkyDoesMinecraft Girl so he could try to beat her up, and I was scared for her. I just messaged her now about it, and she said that she was okay, but Lollipop Girl said that HeyHoHereWeGo had told her he was going to try and fight her on Monday. And I'm kind of scared for then, too. I literally got so angry about this in the lesson after HeyHoHereWeGo had said all of this that I would have yelled at him if I could, and I almost cried because of how angry I was. I think I might actually update my rant book, just to let out how angry I am at the moment.

I don't exactly feel sad, though. I'm just furious and disgusted that he thinks he can act that way towards people. :/

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Then in Food Tech, I was doing my work, and the anti-bullying leader came into the classroom. She said that she had been so busy dealing with a 'serious bullying problem', which I assumed was the problem with HeyHoHereWeGo and TheDoctorsQueen, that she literally couldn't help out in my lesson. I was shocked at that, because I didn't realise that what HeyHoHereWeGo had done was so bad that it was a bigger priority than teaching. But I was kind of glad that it See More▼ was being sorted out.

And at lunch, TheDoctorsQueen and HeyHoHereWeGo came and sat down on our table, but then TheDoctorsQueen actually convinced HeyHoHereWeGo to sit with her on another table. That was good, but then Badge Girl came over and sat with her, and it looked as if she was talking about us, because she kept looking back at us. She looked like she was trying to get details about what happened, but I don't know if she succeeded or not.

I'm not really sure how this is going to turn out, because HeyHoHereWeGo just doesn't care about anything he has done. But I'm happy that we might be able to fix this. And if we can, I might be able to come back on Qfeast. I don't know yet, though.

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Guys, I have some amazing news!

Today in English, Lollipop Girl was called out of her lesson, and I saw her go into the classroom opposite mine with the anti-bullying leader. I thought that she was just going in there to do some work or something, because the anti-bullying leader also acts as a supply teacher a lot of the time. But after a while, Lollipop Girl left the room and went back to her classroom, and the anti-bullying leader came into my classroom See More▼ and asked for me to come into the room. She told me that I wasn't in trouble, but I was scared when I left the classroom to go in the room. After we had gone in, she told me to sit down, and she asked me what HeyHoHereWeGo had been saying and doing. So I told her about my Qfeast and HeyHoHereWeGo reading my posts, and how TheDoctorsQueen had been involved with it and told him everything. The anti-bullying leader asked me a few more things about what happened, and I answered her questions. She asked if TheDoctorsQueen was in my lesson, and I said yes, and she told me she would speak to her, then HeyHoHereWeGo. She went back to the classroom with me, and then she asked for TheDoctorsQueen, who was smiling and laughing. The anti-bullying leader told her to wipe the smile off her face, and I suddenly felt happy because she was finally going to be yelled at for what she had done. After she had been spoken to, she came back, still smiling and laughing, which annoyed me a bit because she was supposed to regret what she did. Then it was HeyHoHereWeGo's turn, and the anti-bullying leader told him that she was absolutely fuming with him. I was relieved that he was going to be yelled at for what he had done, but I was also kind of scared of how he would react after.

In ICT, which was the next lesson, he still hadn't come back from speaking to the anti-bullying leader. Halfway through the lesson, he came back, and he looked so angry. His talk later about an hour, so the anti-bullying leader must really have had things to say. While we were working, Lollipop Girl and TheDoctorsQueen talked with me about what she had said to them. Apparently she had made TheDoctorsQueen realise that telling HeyHoHereWeGo my username and who people were in real life was a huge mistake, and she said that she would try to keep him away from us, but she would still hang out with him. We said okay, even though it really wasn't okay and both of us were still so angry with her. At the end of the lesson, HeyHoHereWeGo told us that he had been told he could actually get put in isolation, or even expelled, for what he had done. Apparently his behaviour fitted into both the 'bullying' and 'homophobia' categories, which were both serious offenses. He said that he still believed he had done nothing wrong, even though he had done something horrible that was both of those things. Then TheDoctorsQueen walked off with him, and Lollipop Girl, SkyDoesMinecraft Girl and I were still so angry.

Holly Bourne tweeted something about a celebrity she was in love with when she was a teenager, and she said that she drew so much fan art of him and wondered why he didn't fly to the other side of the world to propose to her.

I replied saying, "That's me with Charlie McDermott. I think everyone has that one celebrity that they think of like that." And she LIKED MY TWEET. ?

Why are most popular users suddenly hating on Jade for saying that all users on here care about is being aesthetic and drama? I was the person that originally said that, and her posts were just inspired by what I said. And why is it that when I state an opinion, nobody cares, but when Jade says the same thing, it's wrong for her to have that opinion? If you're going to hate on Jade for what she thinks, then you might as well think that my opinions are wrong, because I brought See More▼ the issue up in the first place.

And what we are both saying is the truth. All that people on here care about are those two things. Like I said before, space buns and shade posts won't fix your personality. Neither will making fun of everyone and being rude for no reason at all. So just be nice to people, and actually have your own personality instead of trying to fit your 'aesthetic' all the time. It would help a lot.

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But, really, they aren't the only people that I want to get away from. The community here on Qfeast has just become so horrible too. I miss the old Qfeast, where everyone was kind and creative, and the only drama was when there was a troll every now and then, or a small argument. Now most people on here are new users, and a lot of my old friends have left. The new users all think they're better than everyone else, and they actually act like they're See More▼ proud of being nasty to other users by covering up their actions with words like 'salty' and 'roasting'. It's not being 'salty', it's being a bad person. It's not 'roasting' someone, it's making fun of them. And if you think that makes you look better, you are sadly wrong. It also makes me sad when users pick on others for being 'cringy'. Instead of being rude, you could actually teach them how to become popular on Qfeast like you, or accept them for what they are. Most of the users that get called 'cringy' are literally children, so why do you expect them to be anything other than childish? Just wait for them to grow out of it, and until that happens, just put up with them. It's not that hard.

It really seems like all that users care about nowadays is drama and how 'aesthetic' they are. But that doesn't mean anything when you're just a bad person. Your 'space buns' and 'shade posts' aren't going to fix your personalities, guys. And neither is your all-lowercase typing or your selfies that don't even show your face. So please try to sort that out, while you still can. And not many people really care about my account anymore. The only two people that I consider my proper Qfeast friends are @MysticMedievalSamuraiPrincess and @obsessions, really. Everyone else pretty much ignores me. A lot of the older users are ignored now, which is sad because they deserve so much more attention and recognition than the people that are currently popular. So, yeah. The state of this website at the moment is quite sad.

I didn't leave Qfeast before because I thought I was doing the right thing by not doing what HeyHoHereWeGo would want me to do. But maybe leaving this site is the right decision after all, because if I keep posting, more secrets will be let out, and that means more people will get hurt in real life. And I don't want that to happen.

Goodbye for now,

~ McDermottsAngel/Victoria.