I'll admit it's probably good I'm not in a relationship. Reasons why:
1) I lack self confidence
2) I have random mood drops
3) I'm not very attractive
4) I'm not really into affection
I'm not exactly the perfect person if I'm completely honest, I am flawed. However, I don't make the relationship about me I try my damndest to be there and make the person happy. I don't manipulate someone, I don't make them feel worthless, like their time isn't worth mine. I'll admit at times See More I'll keep to myself, and it's not because I don't trust it is because I'm afraid. I'm not a people person, I'm not used to talking to people about my personal feelings so I keep it inside. I push people away because I'm afraid of being annoying or too clingy. I'm not a toxic person, I've never purposely hurt someone for my enjoyment. I've only been in two good relationships, Meg and Levi.
As much as I'd love a girlfriend, I'll probably never be ready to date. I'm too afraid of being a bad girlfriend, and I scare people off with my annoying self.
Btw this is a rant because I feel like this all the time, I might delete this later.
1) I lack self confidence
2) I have random mood drops
3) I'm not very attractive
4) I'm not really into affection
I'm not exactly the perfect person if I'm completely honest, I am flawed. However, I don't make the relationship about me I try my damndest to be there and make the person happy. I don't manipulate someone, I don't make them feel worthless, like their time isn't worth mine. I'll admit at times See More I'll keep to myself, and it's not because I don't trust it is because I'm afraid. I'm not a people person, I'm not used to talking to people about my personal feelings so I keep it inside. I push people away because I'm afraid of being annoying or too clingy. I'm not a toxic person, I've never purposely hurt someone for my enjoyment. I've only been in two good relationships, Meg and Levi.
As much as I'd love a girlfriend, I'll probably never be ready to date. I'm too afraid of being a bad girlfriend, and I scare people off with my annoying self.
Btw this is a rant because I feel like this all the time, I might delete this later.
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@Edlitam_Inorram Thanks...
on May 08, 2020
The_Bends
You look pretty good TBH.
on May 08, 2020
on May 08, 2020
I spend a lot of time making sure my sisters accounts don't get hacked as well as my own. And the thanks I get for protecting her account is her ranting at me for an hour because she had to change her password.
on May 08, 2020
I kissed my cats forehead and she started purring
on May 08, 2020
Qfeast, I am an adult I demand to sit at the adult table and say f'uck! I can say bitch!!!
on May 08, 2020
Alright why can't I say the word f'uck
on May 08, 2020
I wonder if you can get banned from trying to repeatedly say the word f'uck.
on May 08, 2020
If you have a record player and you're playing Queen you've just won my heart, I'm buying you dinner! Quickest way to my heart, record player, queen and food. ??
on May 08, 2020
on May 08, 2020
on May 08, 2020
Why does read not rhyme with lead, but rhymes with lead?
on May 08, 2020
People reading my handwriting like "What ancient human being wrote this historical document on 2020 paper? Time travel? I think yes."
I y'all want to see my handwriting I'll upload later
I y'all want to see my handwriting I'll upload later
on May 07, 2020