Inactive_leave - Page 95

here you go, Sansy.
I promised I would give you a present before this,
for your birthday.
so here it is:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P0eNB3QxgAg

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Guys, I'm really upset right now.
You know Sansy?
Yeah, we...well, I don't think were friends anymore.
I don't know what to do!
SHE SAVED ME FROM A F*CKING CAR.
and she said she wished she didn't. See More
....
I don't know what to do... :c

dinners ready,
but theyre cleaning the kitchen.
I was out there,
yes,
but,
I came back in here.
now they're talking about me. See More
*sigh*
they really DONT help me...

...
........
..........
I'm crying.
I want comfort;
but I don't have any.
........if you read this... See More
I'm sorry...
sorry for not living up to your expectations...
sorry for not being strong....
sorry for being weak...
I'm sorry for breaking down..
I'm sorry for the pain I have caused you...if I have...
sorry for being....
myself....
I'm so...
very sorry...
I need someone...
but I have nobody...

Well
why not a story?
STORY-
One day, I was in 5th grade at the time, I was playing LPS with two other people ( it was recess. )
And we were doing a school ( *sigh* I hate those. they are often done incorrectly. )
So, of course, there was "depression" involved. I don't know if they knew how it feels to have depression- if you don't know how it feels, I envy you.
So, one girl said: "I cut because my family doesn't pay attention to me, nobody does." (of course in LPS) and I thought See More 'attention-seeking much?' and then she added: "I'm not an attention seeker!" (still in LPS)
I almost died of laughter. Sansy and Hunter were there as-well, Hunter walked away laughing his ass off, and me and Sansy wanted to laugh.
XD
I'm sorry if you are the one who said this ( ....is she even alive...? ) its just a good story.
XD
And that...
was the last time i played LPS with her ;D
we knew it shouldn't have been funny
but it was.
I'm sorry-very sorry- if this offended you!
I didn't mean to offend anyone.
( IM SO VERY SORRY IF YOU GOT OFFENDED ;-; IT WAS MEANT AS A FUNNY STORY ;-; )

Story time-
Me and Sansy were sitting in class and we were learning about soldiers. The teacher said "people killed themselves because they had depression and couldn't get in" and I looked at Sansy and she looked at me.
then the teacher said: "If i found out that one of my friends had depression, i would be mad and tell them to kill themselves." which was horrible.
THEN the whole class started agreeing....WHICH MADE IT WORSE. it also make me sick...
Like...wtf....why? ME AND SANSY See More ARE F*CKING SUICIDAL AND HAVE DEPRESSION AND OTHER PROBLEMS.
YOU DO NOT TELL SOMEONE WHO IS SUICDAL/HAS DEPRESSION TO KILL THEMSELVES FOR PEET SAKES!
I wanted to scream and i mumbled. "Shut up!"
Then i looked back at Sansy.
Me and her, both, were about to cry and puke c:
I got up, grabbed Sansy, and ran out of that classroom.
We ran into the bathroom
i actually PUKED.
I don't know if Sansy did though :T
....
and..
um...
We both had our blades with us....
heh...
i think you know what we did then....

UGHHH
I'm looking for a picture for Sansy.
*sigh*
I want it to be pretty accurate...
but....
there's one problem...
she... See More
she's missing something...
and all the pictures have the thing she's missing...
;-;