
This is why I don’t open up to my mom. I tell her how I feel and she just brings religion into it. ‘God this’ ‘god that’ ‘here’s a scripture!’ No! No that doesn’t help me! It’s not what I want to hear! I don’t have anything against it, I’m a strong Christian, I just don’t feel like those kinds of things help me.
‘You’re a Child of god and the Devil is just trying to get to you’ S T O P! I know! It’s what i get every damn time i talk to anyone! Im just sick of it. It’s predictable See More and every time I hear it, i feel worse. I’ve heard it so many times it doesn’t help me anymore.
‘You’re a Child of god and the Devil is just trying to get to you’ S T O P! I know! It’s what i get every damn time i talk to anyone! Im just sick of it. It’s predictable See More and every time I hear it, i feel worse. I’ve heard it so many times it doesn’t help me anymore.

AnimePup
Bible thumpers whomst
on March 06, 2019
on March 06, 2019

My favorite emotion is being stressed about school and not working
on March 06, 2019

I feel absolutely awful because we had a quiz I didn’t know about in chemistry and I didn’t understand how to do half of it and I probably failed. I’m trying to listen to positive things and it’s not working and I’ve tried to draw but all I wanna do is cry but I physically can’t.
I feel like the only way I’ll feel better is by self harm but I’m not going to because it’s dumb as fuckk
I feel like the only way I’ll feel better is by self harm but I’m not going to because it’s dumb as fuckk
on March 06, 2019

I’ve been getting really angry for insanely simple reasons lately and I don’t know what’s wrong with me. And then my anger always spirals into being sad and wanting to hurt myself out of anger.
on March 06, 2019

on March 06, 2019


im going to delete this
i couldn’t email the part so i have to upload it but im probably going to delete this once it’s downloaded from the host
on March 05, 2019

Happy Birth to me
on March 05, 2019

on March 05, 2019

I’m hoping to cheer up in german bc I have friends that make me happy there
on March 04, 2019

Tw
I want to cut right now I’m not fuckking ok
I want to cut right now I’m not fuckking ok

I know, which is why I’m trying to keep myself from doing it.
@Samanthavs.Zero
There’s not much to talk about, I just feel awful.
@NiaLaBeada
@Samanthavs.Zero
There’s not much to talk about, I just feel awful.
@NiaLaBeada
on March 04, 2019

Okay well cutting will not help with that.... And I don't think it would be healthy to lose blood b/c of something going on... I want to help however I possibly can
on March 04, 2019
on March 04, 2019

No one:
Me: no one really cares for me and if I disappeared no one would look for me or worry
Me: no one really cares for me and if I disappeared no one would look for me or worry
on March 04, 2019

I feel like????? Incredibly lonely and that no one really likes me????? Theyre just all pretending?? They just feel bad??

on March 04, 2019
on March 04, 2019

I got called on to answer a chemistry question and now I think I might have an anxiety attack but that’s ik
on March 04, 2019