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Let’s just appreciate that Saint Bernard is such a good song that the band Lincoln literally made a SECOND VERSION THATS MORE FOLKSY BUT JUST AS GOOD

I also want to get shirts that say like. “The world has bigger problems than girls who kiss girls and boys who kiss boys” and the one that’s like “why be homophobic, transphobic, racist or sexist when you can just be quiEt”

Then I’ll wear them to a family gathering and play ‘who can I offend the quickest by my shirt spitting ‘straight’ facts’

Bouta make some pATCHED PANTS HEHE

I’m literally just trying to vibe and every bit in my body is like ‘no not allowed sad only’ like literally only two bad things happened today why am I sad

I don’t even know what’s worth it anymore

Just Abt Ready to kms

My moods have just been

Bouncy bouncy haha happy
Hmmmmnmnm focused
Am i tired, hungry, or sad?
Mmmmmm anxiety got brrrr
Lol I want to die shoot me

Anyways I might stop posting here for a while bc a lotta people don’t really. Acknowledge my existence and this place has just become a form of venting and no one sees so it literally doesn’t even help plus there’s constant negativity here so

I love that I can’t say no to my sister bc when I do she gets pissy and then I feel bad lol

Vent? Just a talk ig. Tw, self harm. I’m okay.


It’s so weird. Like. I’ve relapsed a few times this and last month and I just. I don’t feel bad about it. I do it high enough on my thigh that if I wear shorts you can see it, it’s practically on my hip. Not only that, I started using fuckingg,,,, scissors and idk it’s. It’s weird. Like. I’m kinda scared it’s gonna get worse but i also want it to be cold so I can actually like. Do it where I want to. And I know I should tell someone See More▼ but I don’t want all my shit to get taken away. Nothings ever bleeds, but it tears skin enough to leave marks for a couple days??? Idk. Idk idk. It hurts but it feels really good and I don’t do it for pleasure or anything, I don’t enjoy the paint but. It’s relieving. And I hate it.

Me: it’s Suicide awareness month!!
Me, two hours later: I wish I wasn’t alive

National suicide awareness month! I just learned that September is National Suicide awareness month, please help spread awareness to save lives and help those struggling

https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/promote-national-suicide-prevention-month/

I love that a lot of my friends just dropped off the face of the earth and don’t talk to me and now I’m wondering if they’re even alive :P

Imagine realizing you’re into way more than you think :’))

I feel awful lol

And on top of that I’m only contacted for TH A T HAHAHAHAHAHDGSHSGAFSVSBDBSVSBSGGSVZGDHSHAJANXNS

Tw s**cide


Lol my friends contemplating suicide this week just keeps getting worse

Lol so youth is starting in person again and guess who can't go because they're doing it inside :)

Everything I write is shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!