The best Christmas present in the world would be to see my grandfather before he passes away...
on December 18, 2015
And I was actually enjoying math until I had to screw everything up like I always do.
on December 18, 2015
I didn't eat much dinner cause I didn't want to look at my family. Specifically my dad, cause he just makes me want to strangle someone sometimes.
Im grounded for having a 63 in math.
I CANT
Im grounded for having a 63 in math.
I CANT
on December 18, 2015
UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHGHHH I CANT WITH LIFE
MATH MAKES ME FEELS LIKE A COMPLETE IDIOT! Just because my grade is below a 75, I have a stupid packet I have to do Reviewing everything that happened over the semester. I got the packet cause I'm apparently 'not smart enough to study on my own'.
And it really hurts to know that I'm not as smart as other people. I used to be as smart as everyone else until pre-ap had to ruin my self esteem.
I just
UGH
MATH
MATH MAKES ME FEELS LIKE A COMPLETE IDIOT! Just because my grade is below a 75, I have a stupid packet I have to do Reviewing everything that happened over the semester. I got the packet cause I'm apparently 'not smart enough to study on my own'.
And it really hurts to know that I'm not as smart as other people. I used to be as smart as everyone else until pre-ap had to ruin my self esteem.
I just
UGH
MATH
on December 18, 2015
on December 17, 2015
on December 17, 2015
I just got a random math packet
Me and someone else were the only people to get it
It's freaking
Aughhhhh
It's legit reviewing everything we learned this semester. What even?!??
Me and someone else were the only people to get it
It's freaking
Aughhhhh
It's legit reviewing everything we learned this semester. What even?!??
on December 17, 2015
Sigh... I'm tired. I'm sad. I'm angry.
UGH IVE NEVER DELT WITH THIS TYPE OF CRAP
I DONT THINK I SHOULD EVEN BE SO FREAKIN SAD
PEOPLE HAVE GONE THROUGH WORSE THEN ME I DONT EVEN THINK I HAVE A RIGHT TO BE SO DAMN SAD
AUGH
UGH IVE NEVER DELT WITH THIS TYPE OF CRAP
I DONT THINK I SHOULD EVEN BE SO FREAKIN SAD
PEOPLE HAVE GONE THROUGH WORSE THEN ME I DONT EVEN THINK I HAVE A RIGHT TO BE SO DAMN SAD
AUGH
First of all, you can't say you don't have a right to grieve. Yes, people go through worse, but this is not about people. It's about YOUR sadness. Don't focus on people's lives when yours isn't the best it can be.
Second of all, I don't mean to be rude and I'm sure you've heard this before, but death is a stage of life. Using my dad as an example, and I'm not See More trying to focus on my issue, but his mom died and he has seen her in 18 years. He's getting over a bit and realizing that no matter WHAT, every single life form will perish. Don't worry, you'll understand that it's okay to be sad. But for now, leave it in God's hands and He'll take care of it.
Second of all, I don't mean to be rude and I'm sure you've heard this before, but death is a stage of life. Using my dad as an example, and I'm not See More trying to focus on my issue, but his mom died and he has seen her in 18 years. He's getting over a bit and realizing that no matter WHAT, every single life form will perish. Don't worry, you'll understand that it's okay to be sad. But for now, leave it in God's hands and He'll take care of it.
on December 17, 2015
I'm upset over my dying grandfather. I can't say goodbye to him, and the last time I saw him was over a year ago. I never realized that would be the last time I talked to him... Saw him... And the last time I'll see him in person is when he's dead. It's really pissing me off and making me sad, and I can't sleep cause I'm thinking of him.
@PucciPegasister
@PucciPegasister
on December 17, 2015
on December 17, 2015
on December 17, 2015
For some reason I keep taking Are You Emo or Goth Quizzes and I keep getting goth
Meh
Meh
on December 17, 2015
True I stay in my room when I'm at home almost always, but what has that got to do with goths?
emo gothic or girly girlgothic
i stay in my room all day
on December 17, 2015
I felt like crying today at school but I didn't
I hate when my friends see me cry
I hate when the people I know see me cry
I hate when the people I love see me cry
That's why when I cry I keep my head down, or if I'm sitting and have something to rest my head on I cover my face with my arms and cry on the thing I'm resting my head and arms on, or curled up hiding my face in my knees, or covering my eyes with my hands.
I cover my mouth when I laugh cause I hate my smile
I got See More bangs so I can cover my face up cause I normally don't like my face
I wear baggy sweatshirts cause I don't like my body all too much
And
Ugh
Just ignore this pretend it was never here
I'm just sad...
Ignore my sad crap I post.
I hate when my friends see me cry
I hate when the people I know see me cry
I hate when the people I love see me cry
That's why when I cry I keep my head down, or if I'm sitting and have something to rest my head on I cover my face with my arms and cry on the thing I'm resting my head and arms on, or curled up hiding my face in my knees, or covering my eyes with my hands.
I cover my mouth when I laugh cause I hate my smile
I got See More bangs so I can cover my face up cause I normally don't like my face
I wear baggy sweatshirts cause I don't like my body all too much
And
Ugh
Just ignore this pretend it was never here
I'm just sad...
Ignore my sad crap I post.
on December 17, 2015
