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You Are Strong
Hello beautiful. This blog can probably be triggering for some.. /: My apologies.. Anyway, my name...
on May 27, 2016
Hah. Damn, do I ruin days. My day was great, and then I suddenly felt shitty. I talked to my friend and then she starts to put herself down. Because of me. No, I said nothing bad. I just told her how I was feeling and....
Hah.
I make people feel terrible, don't I?
Hah.
I make people feel terrible, don't I?
on May 27, 2016
Umm, you wanted me to remind you, I think, but are you still bringing your cringy art..? Sorry for asking a bad time..
I'm not sure where this all came from, but just know this isn't true. You can't help everyone and not everyone can help you. I hope you realize that. I hope it gets better, and just so you know, you don't make anyone feel worthless or useless, trust me. You'll be okay. ^^
on May 27, 2016
I'm just in a shitty mood...
Tbh I actually feel like a terrible person. I really don't know what triggered me to feel this way right now... and I don't know how to fix it.
I feel like I've let down everyone or I'm in the process of letting everyone down... I feel like I make people feel worthless, useless... I feel like I'm not good enough, that I can be better, See More▼ even though I know I can't get better...
Ugh.. I'm just not feeling like myself.. nothing happened... just all of a sudden, something clicked that made me feel like this.
Tbh I actually feel like a terrible person. I really don't know what triggered me to feel this way right now... and I don't know how to fix it.
I feel like I've let down everyone or I'm in the process of letting everyone down... I feel like I make people feel worthless, useless... I feel like I'm not good enough, that I can be better, See More▼ even though I know I can't get better...
Ugh.. I'm just not feeling like myself.. nothing happened... just all of a sudden, something clicked that made me feel like this.
on May 27, 2016
on May 27, 2016
I don't care about putting a TW
I'm really tempted to use that razor. I'm forcing myself to stay away from it. If I try to retrieve it to throw it out, I'm unsure if I can fight the urge to us it...
I'm really tempted to use that razor. I'm forcing myself to stay away from it. If I try to retrieve it to throw it out, I'm unsure if I can fight the urge to us it...
on May 27, 2016
Turn away from it. Just, find something else to do. Just please don't hurt yourself. Please..
on May 27, 2016
That's why I'm not going to move from my bed. I can't go to it bc idk if I'll be able to resist using it :/
on May 27, 2016
on May 27, 2016
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Pretend You're Xyzzy
Pretend You're Xyzzy A Cards Against Humanity clone. This webapp is still in development. There will be bugs, but hopefully they won't affect gameplay very much. To assist with development, all traffic on this server may be logged. If this is your first time playing, you may wish to read the changelog and list of known issues. Most recent update: 3 May 2015: The game list automatically updates once per minute now, instead of several times per second. You can still click the Refresh Games button in the top left corner at any time. Chat flood protection has been made more strict. Other back-end changes to attempt to get the AWS bill in control. All locally-stored custom card sets have been removed. You must use Cardcast for custom card sets now. The 5th and 6t
on May 26, 2016
So i hit 100 watchers on DA yesterday :')
on May 26, 2016
I was actually feeling good, and then me and my dad kinda argued about religion... and now I'm in a bad mood... again...
on May 26, 2016
My heart hurts...
Like... not my physical heart, more like my soul?
That feeling you get when you're just sad, and you feel like a horrible person... and then your chest hurts... but you know it's not physical pain, but it's emotional pain...
Like... not my physical heart, more like my soul?
That feeling you get when you're just sad, and you feel like a horrible person... and then your chest hurts... but you know it's not physical pain, but it's emotional pain...
on May 26, 2016
I don't want to feel like shit, but I can't seem to change my mood.
Hopefully it'll change tonight when I go see some friends at my youth group..
Hopefully it'll change tonight when I go see some friends at my youth group..
on May 26, 2016
I'm probably going to cry when I get home or as I walk home.
Oh well
Oh well
on May 25, 2016
on May 25, 2016
I'm just gonna drown in sad music
And sit at the back of the class in case I cry
While I do what makes me feel worthless: math :')
And sit at the back of the class in case I cry
While I do what makes me feel worthless: math :')
on May 25, 2016
I've been thinking about self harm, but I'm too much of a wimp to hurt myself. :')
I'm terrified of death, I hate the thought of never waking up again. I don't want to die either, I don't want to leave everyone. And I don't want to let anyone down anymore.
on May 25, 2016
on May 25, 2016
on May 25, 2016
Hey,
Robyn didn't mean to hurt your feelings when she pushed you away today. She was just very upset. Please know that she still loves you, and you didn't do anything to upset her. Don't take blame, you didn't do anything.
You know how you're upset, and you don't want to be hugged and comforted? She just felt like that. You didn't hurt her, she didn't mean to hurt you.
Robyn didn't mean to hurt your feelings when she pushed you away today. She was just very upset. Please know that she still loves you, and you didn't do anything to upset her. Don't take blame, you didn't do anything.
You know how you're upset, and you don't want to be hugged and comforted? She just felt like that. You didn't hurt her, she didn't mean to hurt you.
on May 25, 2016
Are we playing Cards Against Humanity today?
on May 25, 2016
This might be a stupid question but:
Is it bad that I'm slightly chest binding every time I go somewhere? So like, every day? Is that bad?
Is it bad that I'm slightly chest binding every time I go somewhere? So like, every day? Is that bad?
Do it in moderation. It's okay, but take it off whenever you sleep, your chest doesn't need all that pressure on it.
on May 25, 2016
on May 25, 2016
I'd rather have no gender at all then be male/female.
on May 25, 2016
I'm bored atm
COPY THIS TO YOUR STATUS AND SEE WHAT PEOPLE RATE YOU;
1. Violent
2. I'd marry you
3. Sweet
4. Hot
5. Talkative See More▼
6. Tall..
7. Amazing
8. Funny
9. Fun
10. Perfect
11. I love you
12. I miss you
13. Special, unique, and weird
14. Random
15. You're the best
16. I'd date you!
17. Cute
18. Gorgeous
19. Best friend
20. I want a relationship
21. I would take a bullet for you
22. I would catch a grenade for you
23. Just die already
24. your annoying
25: i am dating you
~Stolen~
COPY THIS TO YOUR STATUS AND SEE WHAT PEOPLE RATE YOU;
1. Violent
2. I'd marry you
3. Sweet
4. Hot
5. Talkative See More▼
6. Tall..
7. Amazing
8. Funny
9. Fun
10. Perfect
11. I love you
12. I miss you
13. Special, unique, and weird
14. Random
15. You're the best
16. I'd date you!
17. Cute
18. Gorgeous
19. Best friend
20. I want a relationship
21. I would take a bullet for you
22. I would catch a grenade for you
23. Just die already
24. your annoying
25: i am dating you
~Stolen~
on May 25, 2016