Hardly, I'm agnostic but I mostly don't believe in him much. I know that there's some thing out there that created the universe, but I don't believe that it was God.
I kinda stopped believing bc
1) he never answered any of my prayers(like, desperate prayers like: 'save me' 'save my friends' 'please help' I'm talking like, asking him to help my friends bc some of them are p suicidal)
2) Christianity is a reason I want to die
3) I'm told to not be me and that people shouldn't See More look up to me all bc of some stupid bible rules
4) there's no point in believing in something that might not be real.
Eh, idk. I'm in between p much.
I kinda stopped believing bc
1) he never answered any of my prayers(like, desperate prayers like: 'save me' 'save my friends' 'please help' I'm talking like, asking him to help my friends bc some of them are p suicidal)
2) Christianity is a reason I want to die
3) I'm told to not be me and that people shouldn't See More look up to me all bc of some stupid bible rules
4) there's no point in believing in something that might not be real.
Eh, idk. I'm in between p much.
Starlord3452
Question that branch of christaity, it should not make you want to kill yourself, its all about peace love and understanding. also some things are in Gods hands, I have had some pretty nasty things happen in my life and its just Gods will, he hears your prayers and he also will test you, its justvapart of being a Christian. Its a struggle
on July 19, 2016
your.cool.grandma
@Starlord3452 yeah, p much all my family is Christian.
on July 19, 2016
Starlord3452
Where you born into Catholicism
on July 19, 2016
toughwolf3
I understand. But, I believe that maybe God thinks your able to fight for yourself, that you are strong. That you are mature, and when the right time comes, he'll help.
on July 19, 2016
Photo_storage_for_Verrath
wow.
on July 19, 2016
on July 19, 2016
Wowie how accurate
What month am I?
August
August's are very private people-they will get nervous if you directly look at them. August's need, need, and definitely NEED their alone time. It keeps them sane and helps them deal with whatever emotions they may be dealing with, that they don’t want others to pick up on. Leo, being one of their ruling signs, August's mostly talk to everyone, but only trust a selected few. “If you would have just listen to me in the first place you wouldn’t be in this situation”...It might hurt your ego, but August's know a lot of things, and 90% of the time they’re right. They will argue with you until they get the very last word. ‘When she is happy, she can’t stop talking. When she is sad, she doesn’t say a word.’ Their face speaks what’s going inside them. Read it. These people lack verbal expression of thoughts and feelings. That’s why August's give expressions as answers to most of the things. And people think they are rude by not answering them.
on July 19, 2016
Last night, my sister told me that our mom was mad bc she didn't want to wear a skirt when we went to Disney World(since we're going to eat at Cinderella's Castel/Be Our Guest)
Then my mom got upset and told me sister: You don't have to be like <my name>! You can have your own personality!! I don't want you to be like her!
Wow. Just wow. Mom, if you really loved me you wouldn't tell your daughter to not be like me, you wouldn't tell me to change, you would actually support See More and help me.
Then my mom got upset and told me sister: You don't have to be like <my name>! You can have your own personality!! I don't want you to be like her!
Wow. Just wow. Mom, if you really loved me you wouldn't tell your daughter to not be like me, you wouldn't tell me to change, you would actually support See More and help me.
on July 18, 2016
I just noticed how much I hurt people but don't mean to.
Wow I suck.
Wow I suck.
on July 18, 2016
on July 18, 2016
Save - Tyler Joseph (Lyrics)
From the solo EP by Tyler Joseph "No Phun Intended".
on July 18, 2016
I swear I'm going crazy...
I know I'm probably haunted by demons but like
Augh, I've never heard two terrifying things in one day,,
I heard a girl scream last night while I was talking to my sister and I was terrified... I know I'd heard it, and just me, bc my sister heard nothing. Later I then heard something say "SHH!" In my ear, and it wasn't my sister since it didn't sound like her.
It used to be just things saying my name... But now... Hhh...
I know I'm probably haunted by demons but like
Augh, I've never heard two terrifying things in one day,,
I heard a girl scream last night while I was talking to my sister and I was terrified... I know I'd heard it, and just me, bc my sister heard nothing. Later I then heard something say "SHH!" In my ear, and it wasn't my sister since it didn't sound like her.
It used to be just things saying my name... But now... Hhh...
on July 18, 2016
<This post is dedicated to so many people haha>
You are my peach, you are my plum
You are my earth, you are my sun
I love your fingers, I love your toes
The back of your head, the tip of your nose
And you are the reason I'm smiling when there is nothing to smile about
Yeah, you are the reason I'm smiling when there is nothing to smile about See More
One day you will find someone who will love you like you deserve
But tonight I'm the only one left and I'm betting it's a fact that you will never learn
Once I sink my teeth, your skin's not so tough
I'll leave a tiny cut, there'll be a lot of blood
But once you wipe it up you will feel better about our entire situation
You are my light, no need to hide
You are my clock, keep me on time
You are my angel, you are my crime
I'll serve this sentence the rest of my life
And you are the reason I'm smiling when there is nothing to smile about
Yeah, you are the reason I'm smiling when there is nothing to smile about
I do things wrong, you thought I might
You say I'm gonna miss you when you leave and you are probably right
But I'm just as stoned, I don't wanna fight
You say I should think before I talk, you say I shouldn't think about my life
Cause once I finally hit the ground, who's gonna drag me into the light?
It's just so hard to see tomorrow past tonight, woah
It's just so hard to see tomorrow past tonight, woah
You are my peach, you are my plum
You are my earth, you are my sun
I love your fingers, I love your toes
The back of your head, the tip of your nose
And you are the reason I'm smiling when there is nothing to smile about
Yeah, you are the reason I'm smiling when there is nothing to smile about See More
One day you will find someone who will love you like you deserve
But tonight I'm the only one left and I'm betting it's a fact that you will never learn
Once I sink my teeth, your skin's not so tough
I'll leave a tiny cut, there'll be a lot of blood
But once you wipe it up you will feel better about our entire situation
You are my light, no need to hide
You are my clock, keep me on time
You are my angel, you are my crime
I'll serve this sentence the rest of my life
And you are the reason I'm smiling when there is nothing to smile about
Yeah, you are the reason I'm smiling when there is nothing to smile about
I do things wrong, you thought I might
You say I'm gonna miss you when you leave and you are probably right
But I'm just as stoned, I don't wanna fight
You say I should think before I talk, you say I shouldn't think about my life
Cause once I finally hit the ground, who's gonna drag me into the light?
It's just so hard to see tomorrow past tonight, woah
It's just so hard to see tomorrow past tonight, woah
on July 18, 2016
TW?
I wanna stab myself atm. It's the only thing that sounds fun to me. I won't do it though because I'm too scared to do shit.
I wanna stab myself atm. It's the only thing that sounds fun to me. I won't do it though because I'm too scared to do shit.
on July 18, 2016
I like how everyone here has good art and then I just have this garbage
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on July 18, 2016
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on July 18, 2016
on July 18, 2016
About to finish dying my hair.
I get to freeze myself to wash my hair then I wast my time blow drying it. I might post a photo idk(I mean, only if you guys want me too)
I get to freeze myself to wash my hair then I wast my time blow drying it. I might post a photo idk(I mean, only if you guys want me too)
on July 18, 2016
on July 18, 2016
I'm getting into ANOTHER new band.
Linkin Park
I have no clue if I spelt that correctly.
Linkin Park
I have no clue if I spelt that correctly.
on July 18, 2016
on July 17, 2016
*at church and isn't listening* c:
on July 17, 2016
Well. I'm unable to talk to one of my friends now, the one who ran away, and now I'm gonna have a boring last few days before I go to Disney. I have to wait till school to see him again, and now I can't check up on him. I'm going to be way too worried about him haha :')
on July 17, 2016