My mood keeps swinging like
I want to be alive but at the same time I'd like to die so I don't suffer through school and all the shit we have to put up with there.
I want to be alive but at the same time I'd like to die so I don't suffer through school and all the shit we have to put up with there.
on January 04, 2017
A really good artist just followed me on the Eddsworld amino and I don't deserve amazing artsits looking at my shit art :'')
on January 04, 2017
Don't ever bother getting sad over me, or getting sad bc I'm sad
I'm not worth being sad over
I'm not worth being sad over
on January 04, 2017
on January 04, 2017
Finals are soon and just
I'm going to fail them. I'm going to fuucking fail them. Don't tell me "oh you'll pass" because I won't. I don't listen in class, I don't do half my homework, and I don't study. I don't find the point in it, and once I don't see the point in something, I stop caring. I don't care about school anymore. I find it a waste of my time.
And I hate myself for not caring.
I'm going to end up letting my parents down. I'm going to let everyone down when I'm held See More back and put through the hellish life of middle school for another year when I'm supposed to go into high school.
If finals are tomorrow, I'm going to fuucking cry. I wanted to ACTUALLY study for these, and I never did.
I need motivation for schoolwork, but when I look for it all my parents do are "oh yeah we'll reward you with ____"
I can easily get ____ if I worked up the money for it, or we'll go do it with family at some point.
And when friends just "do it for me!" That's not motivating either,
"Do it for the sake of going to high school"
High school might be worse.
I don't want to wake up tomorrow.
I'm going to fail them. I'm going to fuucking fail them. Don't tell me "oh you'll pass" because I won't. I don't listen in class, I don't do half my homework, and I don't study. I don't find the point in it, and once I don't see the point in something, I stop caring. I don't care about school anymore. I find it a waste of my time.
And I hate myself for not caring.
I'm going to end up letting my parents down. I'm going to let everyone down when I'm held See More back and put through the hellish life of middle school for another year when I'm supposed to go into high school.
If finals are tomorrow, I'm going to fuucking cry. I wanted to ACTUALLY study for these, and I never did.
I need motivation for schoolwork, but when I look for it all my parents do are "oh yeah we'll reward you with ____"
I can easily get ____ if I worked up the money for it, or we'll go do it with family at some point.
And when friends just "do it for me!" That's not motivating either,
"Do it for the sake of going to high school"
High school might be worse.
I don't want to wake up tomorrow.
on January 04, 2017
on January 04, 2017
I'm supposed to be cleaning my room even tho I cleaned it like a week ago and it was clean for two days then I finally had to do laundry bc we got or washer and dryer fixed and then I had a shit ton of cloths to fold, not to mention cloths I'll never actually wear, plus a whole bunch of art shit I have no where to put andddd
Yeah now my room is messy again
But I don't want to clean my room and fold laundry bc I'm lazy ; (
Yeah now my room is messy again
But I don't want to clean my room and fold laundry bc I'm lazy ; (
on January 03, 2017
on January 03, 2017
The traitor Eddsworld AU hurts me
I just want Paul and patryk to be happy
I just want Paul and patryk to be happy
on January 03, 2017
Ugh night
School is almost hear
School will be why I kill myself if I do
School is almost hear
School will be why I kill myself if I do
on January 03, 2017
I'm supposed to be drawing Jon
But Eddsworld is distracting and I watched the whole series when I was supposed to be drawing Jon
But Eddsworld is distracting and I watched the whole series when I was supposed to be drawing Jon
on January 03, 2017
Where are you
on January 03, 2017
on January 03, 2017
I almost got grounded for not eating and talking to Sammy lmao
Wow okay
I ate a granola bar and showered and I feel a little better
Wow okay
I ate a granola bar and showered and I feel a little better
on January 02, 2017
on January 02, 2017
I'm starting to consider doing something bad❤️
Bro please
You're gonna be okay, nothing is worth hurting yourself over.
Whatever's going on, whatever's causing you to feel this way,
It's not forever. We're here for you, you know that
You're gonna be okay, nothing is worth hurting yourself over.
Whatever's going on, whatever's causing you to feel this way,
It's not forever. We're here for you, you know that
on January 02, 2017
I understand what that feeling is like. Just because you're upset at the moment, it shouldn't make you do something that you'll regret later on when you're not upset. Try to breathe and collect your thoughts. @Duns_For_Hands
on January 02, 2017
I don't know????
Everyone is saying "something has to trigger why you feel this way"
But I really doubt anything happened.
I'm just upset and I want to die????
@HeroOfPinkBunnySlippers
Everyone is saying "something has to trigger why you feel this way"
But I really doubt anything happened.
I'm just upset and I want to die????
@HeroOfPinkBunnySlippers
on January 02, 2017
on January 02, 2017
I don't know what's wrong
I've been upset since yesterday night and I don't know what the fuckk is wrong with me
@HeroOfPinkBunnySlippers
I've been upset since yesterday night and I don't know what the fuckk is wrong with me
@HeroOfPinkBunnySlippers
on January 02, 2017
on January 02, 2017