"Update your e-portfolio"
What the fuckk do I put into it
'I don't care about my school work so this is pointless'
What the fuckk do I put into it
'I don't care about my school work so this is pointless'
on February 27, 2017
Okay but honestly
This morning I love how my mom expected be to not be upset that I was logged out of Skype again
She told me and I yelled at her and she just "don't get mad, do you need to leave your phone at home?"
It makes me laugh that she didn't think I'd yell at her for this
This morning I love how my mom expected be to not be upset that I was logged out of Skype again
She told me and I yelled at her and she just "don't get mad, do you need to leave your phone at home?"
It makes me laugh that she didn't think I'd yell at her for this
on February 27, 2017
My stomach keeps growling and I'm just
"Stfu I'm not feeding you"
"Stfu I'm not feeding you"
you have to eat something though, it's not healthy to not feed yourself. you need energy and all that to help you get through the day
on February 27, 2017
on February 27, 2017
"We'll talk about it when you get home. I will not text you about it."
You just want to see me hurt, mom.
Fuckk you too
You don't care
Never have
Never will
You don't love me
You just want to see me hurt, mom.
Fuckk you too
You don't care
Never have
Never will
You don't love me
on February 27, 2017
I'm confronting my mom about the shit that happened this morning
She's probably going to yell at me and make me feel worse but that's okay
I'll live
She's probably going to yell at me and make me feel worse but that's okay
I'll live
on February 27, 2017
I don't have the motivation for anything
I want to talk to Sammy
I can't talk to Sammy
Nothing can fuckingg motivate me rn
I have enough trouble motivating myself to,get up in the morning
How the shit am I supposed to motivate myself with this state of mind when I can't even change it anymore
I want to talk to Sammy
I can't talk to Sammy
Nothing can fuckingg motivate me rn
I have enough trouble motivating myself to,get up in the morning
How the shit am I supposed to motivate myself with this state of mind when I can't even change it anymore
on February 27, 2017
I want to fuckking die
I woke up wanting to die
I woke up to: "get up, I'm sick of you sleeping past your alarm clock"
I had to hold back: "well, I'm sick of getting the fuckk up everyday, mom, so shut up."
I then go to talk to Sammy to see if their ok and to try to feel better only
Uh oh! My mom fuckking changes my password AGAIN
Why? See More
I WAS TEXTING AT SCHOOL AND APPARENTLY ITS A FUCKKING RULE THAT I CANT TEXT AT SCHOOL AND NO ONE SAID A GOD DAMN THING ABOUT IT
I want to slit my wrists right about now
Badly
And I'm starting to fuckking plan on doing it right about now, too.
I woke up wanting to die
I woke up to: "get up, I'm sick of you sleeping past your alarm clock"
I had to hold back: "well, I'm sick of getting the fuckk up everyday, mom, so shut up."
I then go to talk to Sammy to see if their ok and to try to feel better only
Uh oh! My mom fuckking changes my password AGAIN
Why? See More
I WAS TEXTING AT SCHOOL AND APPARENTLY ITS A FUCKKING RULE THAT I CANT TEXT AT SCHOOL AND NO ONE SAID A GOD DAMN THING ABOUT IT
I want to slit my wrists right about now
Badly
And I'm starting to fuckking plan on doing it right about now, too.
I'm not gonna say to try harder,because it won't do a thing but make you even more stressed.Try your best to relax,if you can,work on something to get your mind off of it.
on February 27, 2017
on February 27, 2017
Drew,no,don't you dare.Slitting your wrists won't do anything but make everything worse,trust me.If you can,listen to something that normally raises your mood or do something that raises your mood as well.If you can't do that,or it doesn't help then just,breathe.Think about what you'd be doing,and how it would affect others.
on February 27, 2017
on February 27, 2017
I have to go to bed early because I was up until 3:30 last night bc my friend was feeling suicidal and I was staying up until they decided to sleep so they won't do anything damaging.
I don't think I'm going to get much sleep
I never get much sleep
I don't think I'm going to get much sleep
I never get much sleep
on February 27, 2017
I don't want to go back to school :/
There's nearly nothing to look forwards to
I'll see my friends, but barely and I can see them other places
I just want to sleep in and have no more worries ever
There's nearly nothing to look forwards to
I'll see my friends, but barely and I can see them other places
I just want to sleep in and have no more worries ever
on February 27, 2017
on February 27, 2017
//waves??
hello hi
hello hi
on February 26, 2017
I'm at church and I just hear someone whisper "communism" and the Sunday school teacher just looked at them and I wheezed
on February 26, 2017