on July 31, 2017
Ew lmao kids makeup is really weird
My youngest sister got kids makeup and I did her makeup with it and it's like
The blush and eyeshadow are like lipstick I'm so confused
My youngest sister got kids makeup and I did her makeup with it and it's like
The blush and eyeshadow are like lipstick I'm so confused
on July 31, 2017
Me and my mom talked on the topic of LGBT shit last night
She said that she thinks I'm too young to label myself
She said that she thinks homosexuality is a sin
She said that if I married a girl she'd have a problem with my possible wife
She said she wasn't ashamed of the fact that I'm kinda gay
She said she supports me even if she disagrees with how I feel
And it was one of our few conversations related to this topic that didn't result in a fight. See More
It was nice.
She said that she thinks I'm too young to label myself
She said that she thinks homosexuality is a sin
She said that if I married a girl she'd have a problem with my possible wife
She said she wasn't ashamed of the fact that I'm kinda gay
She said she supports me even if she disagrees with how I feel
And it was one of our few conversations related to this topic that didn't result in a fight. See More
It was nice.
on July 30, 2017
My mom said no to rainbow suspenders but she let me get checkered ones : )
on July 30, 2017
Tbh I'm kinda anxious to ask my mom if I can buy the suspenders
I don't want her to flip out because they're 'too masculine' and I'm 'no longer happy with my body' and I 'want to look like a boy' because honestly
Suspenders are unisex
I actually like my body, I think I'm cute
And I rarely want to look like a boy, and I don't try to anyways :/
I doubt my mom would believe me...
I don't want her to flip out because they're 'too masculine' and I'm 'no longer happy with my body' and I 'want to look like a boy' because honestly
Suspenders are unisex
I actually like my body, I think I'm cute
And I rarely want to look like a boy, and I don't try to anyways :/
I doubt my mom would believe me...
on July 30, 2017
I'm going to ask if I can buy rainbow suspenders
1. Because I'm gay
2. THEYRE REALLY CUTE????
1. Because I'm gay
2. THEYRE REALLY CUTE????
on July 30, 2017
"Here they sang about tomorrow, and tomorrow never came..."
"Oh my friends, my friends, forgive me, that you are gone and I am living.."
"Empty chairs at empty tables, where my friends will sing no more..."
"Oh my friends, my friends, forgive me, that you are gone and I am living.."
"Empty chairs at empty tables, where my friends will sing no more..."
on July 29, 2017
on July 29, 2017
M
Listen to me
I'm seriously getting really worried for you. I'm scared you're going to do something bad to yourself and I don't want that. Your friends and family don't want that.
I seriously want you to get help again. If it didn't work before, you need to try again. You need to try until your better because trying to fix it yourself clearly isn't doing shit.
I'm considering getting help for you if I need to. I don't care if you don't want help. I care for you and your safety. See More Getting help and praying it will work is the only way I believe you can ever get better. I feel like you're not trying to get better, and that really hurts. It hurts to see you sad. It hurts to know you're hurt.
People love you, believe me they do. People will be hurt if you do something bad.
Please get help, and if you don't get it yourself I won't hesitate to get it for you.
Listen to me
I'm seriously getting really worried for you. I'm scared you're going to do something bad to yourself and I don't want that. Your friends and family don't want that.
I seriously want you to get help again. If it didn't work before, you need to try again. You need to try until your better because trying to fix it yourself clearly isn't doing shit.
I'm considering getting help for you if I need to. I don't care if you don't want help. I care for you and your safety. See More Getting help and praying it will work is the only way I believe you can ever get better. I feel like you're not trying to get better, and that really hurts. It hurts to see you sad. It hurts to know you're hurt.
People love you, believe me they do. People will be hurt if you do something bad.
Please get help, and if you don't get it yourself I won't hesitate to get it for you.
I have?? and I have to wait another week to probably see her
and even then I can't guarantee that I'll still see her
and even then I can't guarantee that I'll still see her
on July 29, 2017
Keep reminding her and if younmeed it, tell her how badly you need to see your councilor
on July 29, 2017
I have and she says she'll book the appointment and I remind her constantly but she doesn't do it
I just hope that she actually did like three weeks ago for tomorrow or next week but knowing her she probably didn't
I just hope that she actually did like three weeks ago for tomorrow or next week but knowing her she probably didn't
on July 29, 2017
on July 29, 2017
on July 29, 2017
I'm at my dads work and I'm stuck here for two-three hours and probably more end me please
It's cold and boring
It's cold and boring
on July 27, 2017
on July 27, 2017
I miss Sammy ughugh
I'm upset because they're moving and I probably can't see them until we're 18 and it pisses me off and I get so sad thinking about it
I wish I didn't get help so I could still talk to them. I miss them so much. I partially hate myself for getting help because now I can't talk to them because I don't have their number and the last thing my parents will do is let me have Skype back.
Ugh
I'm upset because they're moving and I probably can't see them until we're 18 and it pisses me off and I get so sad thinking about it
I wish I didn't get help so I could still talk to them. I miss them so much. I partially hate myself for getting help because now I can't talk to them because I don't have their number and the last thing my parents will do is let me have Skype back.
Ugh
I can only really text : (
Unless you get sammy to have a qfeast or some shit hahahaha
Unless you get sammy to have a qfeast or some shit hahahaha
on July 27, 2017
on July 27, 2017
on July 27, 2017
am I the only one scared I'm going to lose everyone I love
Like, majority of my friends are suicidal and all that, and I'm scared I'm not going to be there at the time they need it and then I'll lose them and it makes me so anxious
Like, majority of my friends are suicidal and all that, and I'm scared I'm not going to be there at the time they need it and then I'll lose them and it makes me so anxious
on July 27, 2017
Tbh I feel useless when it comes to cheering people up. I try and I fail miserably. That's why half the time I don't even try to cheer people up, it's pointless because I literally can't do shit to make people happy. I kinda feel like if I just stopped talking to everyone is they would even care or miss me.
I feel like everything was better when I was gone, then I came back and it seems like shit is getting worse for everyone.
It feels like my fault.
I feel like everything was better when I was gone, then I came back and it seems like shit is getting worse for everyone.
It feels like my fault.
Aw dude : (
Don't feel that way. It's not your fault that people have their downtimes. We all missed you and we sure as hell wouldn't want a world without you. I did a lot of blaming myself for things that weren't in my control and it became mentally draining. You gotta remember that your first job is to make sure that you, yourself are okay. ❤
Don't feel that way. It's not your fault that people have their downtimes. We all missed you and we sure as hell wouldn't want a world without you. I did a lot of blaming myself for things that weren't in my control and it became mentally draining. You gotta remember that your first job is to make sure that you, yourself are okay. ❤
on July 27, 2017
on July 27, 2017
Do you ever just want to kiss someone but you can't because you're a coward.
I want to kiss him.
I want to kiss him.
I want to but afshsbanau it's pointless idk if even likes me anymore and i can't even date so
@Total_Trash_Mammal
@Total_Trash_Mammal
on July 27, 2017
on July 27, 2017