
// I'm going to start making money by baby sitting and maybe getting a job at Kroger as one of those cash register people to make money
Because I want to try to make fursuit partials????? It seems fun and I mean
I have so much time on my hands because I get out of school at 12:15 so I have a whole afternoon wasted away on my phone so why not try to get a job and make money and make fursuit partials //
Because I want to try to make fursuit partials????? It seems fun and I mean
I have so much time on my hands because I get out of school at 12:15 so I have a whole afternoon wasted away on my phone so why not try to get a job and make money and make fursuit partials //
on August 16, 2017

your.cool.grandma uploaded a photo
I forgot it was matts birthday oops
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on August 16, 2017

//today actually wasn't bad lmao
In taking German now so
That's fun//
In taking German now so
That's fun//
on August 15, 2017

//ugh
School sucks
I'm already really stressed :/ //
School sucks
I'm already really stressed :/ //

// I saw the word 'stress' repeatedly so, I found this
http://www.webmd.com/balance/guide/blissing-out-10-relaxation-techniques-reduce-stress-spot
And parents are just, bleh, it's like they want you to be just like them. Then if you tell them how you feel, they just rolled their eyes and groan. I'm sure you've heard this before but, they want the best for you. See More They want you to succeed. Even If they might compare you to them or, seem like you're not enough. And school is even worse, but the overload of work is very common. That's how it was when I started this new school. Just calm down and do what you need to do slow enough to understand it. Ask for help if you need too. School and Parents are just bleh but, sometimes it's better to look on the bright side of life, even with stress. If you need to talk just tell me, I'd be happy to help. //
http://www.webmd.com/balance/guide/blissing-out-10-relaxation-techniques-reduce-stress-spot
And parents are just, bleh, it's like they want you to be just like them. Then if you tell them how you feel, they just rolled their eyes and groan. I'm sure you've heard this before but, they want the best for you. See More They want you to succeed. Even If they might compare you to them or, seem like you're not enough. And school is even worse, but the overload of work is very common. That's how it was when I started this new school. Just calm down and do what you need to do slow enough to understand it. Ask for help if you need too. School and Parents are just bleh but, sometimes it's better to look on the bright side of life, even with stress. If you need to talk just tell me, I'd be happy to help. //
on August 14, 2017

//like
I was just given way more work then I expected and it really stresses me out
And I'm kinda scared that this school year will be as bad as, if not, worse than, last year. I'm just kinda scared I'm going to get so stressed I'm going to slip up and have to go to the hospital again and I don't want to go through that again??
I get really stressed and upset See More easily, and when I'm stressed and upset I'm really short tempered and everything will make me angry/annoyed and it really sucks??
I just don't feel ready to be back at school and I feel like I won't be able to work up to my parents expectations and I'll fail and then I'll screw up and hurt myself and then have to go back to the damned hospital again and it'll be just like last year--
Idk I just don't feel ready to be a freshman
Or be in school //
@Sour_Candy
I was just given way more work then I expected and it really stresses me out
And I'm kinda scared that this school year will be as bad as, if not, worse than, last year. I'm just kinda scared I'm going to get so stressed I'm going to slip up and have to go to the hospital again and I don't want to go through that again??
I get really stressed and upset See More easily, and when I'm stressed and upset I'm really short tempered and everything will make me angry/annoyed and it really sucks??
I just don't feel ready to be back at school and I feel like I won't be able to work up to my parents expectations and I'll fail and then I'll screw up and hurt myself and then have to go back to the damned hospital again and it'll be just like last year--
Idk I just don't feel ready to be a freshman
Or be in school //
@Sour_Candy
on August 14, 2017

//no one hurt me
Just a lot of stuff was piled onto me on my first day back : (
@Sour_Candy //
Just a lot of stuff was piled onto me on my first day back : (
@Sour_Candy //
on August 14, 2017
on August 14, 2017

//the day is almost over
Nononoicantgobacktoschoolivebeensogoodwithoutitisweaeifihavetogobacktothatdamnrdhosptialagainimgoingtokillsomeone
I'm not ready to go back to school even if it's a different school
I still get suicidal and depressed as all hell I can't do this //
Nononoicantgobacktoschoolivebeensogoodwithoutitisweaeifihavetogobacktothatdamnrdhosptialagainimgoingtokillsomeone
I'm not ready to go back to school even if it's a different school
I still get suicidal and depressed as all hell I can't do this //

//Yes you can
Never say you can't
I'm sure they'll love you as much as we do, and if they can't see what an amazing entity you are, then they're just dummies who only passed because the teacher didn't want anything to do with them.//
Never say you can't
I'm sure they'll love you as much as we do, and if they can't see what an amazing entity you are, then they're just dummies who only passed because the teacher didn't want anything to do with them.//
on August 14, 2017
on August 14, 2017

//please leave me alone
It's better that way and I'm sure you agree
//direct//
It's better that way and I'm sure you agree
//direct//
on August 13, 2017

Help I'm crying and I can't stop

I fell asleep at the wrong time, my god
Emotions suck, it's life's way of reminding you, you're human.
Your friends will miss you too. They'll be memories now, happy ones. When ever you feel bad, just think of them. It'll either make you feel happy or, sad. Either way it's still great because that reminds you that, you're a human being. And it's okay to cry, See More it's okay to let the liquid sadness flow from your sockets. I'm going to church right now and, I've been told to pray for you. Whether you believe in God or, not, I'll still try to help.
Even though you're leaving your friends, you still have us dorks here, and we love you.
Emotions suck, it's life's way of reminding you, you're human.
Your friends will miss you too. They'll be memories now, happy ones. When ever you feel bad, just think of them. It'll either make you feel happy or, sad. Either way it's still great because that reminds you that, you're a human being. And it's okay to cry, See More it's okay to let the liquid sadness flow from your sockets. I'm going to church right now and, I've been told to pray for you. Whether you believe in God or, not, I'll still try to help.
Even though you're leaving your friends, you still have us dorks here, and we love you.
on August 13, 2017

Bc I'm not ready for my theatre camp to be done and I'm going to miss all my friends I'll never see again and I'm just not ready for it to be done and I can't stop crying and I hate it and I have t cried like this in months and I can't fuucking take the emotions
@Sour_Candy
@Sour_Candy
on August 13, 2017
on August 13, 2017
i'm gonna get a job at Chick-Fil-A and all of my money's goin towards fkn cOLLEG