
Question for anyone that is online currently.
Do you all think I should create a drawing request page?
I know I don't get any requests, but often, I see plenty of others with the same page.
That's all I wanted to ask in this post, thank you for reading if you do!
Do you all think I should create a drawing request page?
I know I don't get any requests, but often, I see plenty of others with the same page.
That's all I wanted to ask in this post, thank you for reading if you do!

vive_la_revolution
Ooh, totally!
on March 20, 2016
on March 20, 2016

So, how was everyone's day today?
on March 20, 2016

You know, I've never felt more deeply for a person, than in this anime..the one that brought tears to my eyes..It was sudden..and every memory of her that flashes by the camera reminds me of that moment now..even when someone started singing her home country's theme...
on March 19, 2016

*Starts watching Anime again*
*A loved character gets shot and is presumed dead in that episode*
*is speechless*
*A loved character gets shot and is presumed dead in that episode*
*is speechless*
on March 19, 2016

I guess Qfeast has become a little more...lively than the last couple of hours now...
I have to wonder whether anyone reads any of these...probably not, they have better things to do than read my posts...
Maybe they have a life, and aren't on here.....or do have one, and have things to do...who knows...
*Contemplating about things*
I have to wonder whether anyone reads any of these...probably not, they have better things to do than read my posts...
Maybe they have a life, and aren't on here.....or do have one, and have things to do...who knows...
*Contemplating about things*
on March 19, 2016

Qfeast is so quiet now....it has been for the last two hours....
I guess everyone else has a life...outside of the computer anyways...
I'll just be sitting inside, alone....in my dark room, doing what I normally do....
*Goes into corner and continues to 'TRY' and write*
I guess everyone else has a life...outside of the computer anyways...
I'll just be sitting inside, alone....in my dark room, doing what I normally do....
*Goes into corner and continues to 'TRY' and write*
on March 19, 2016

on March 19, 2016

Morning Qfeast
on March 19, 2016

*Mother sets time to go bed*
*turns computer off, gets in bed, starts to continue writing on Qfeast on phone past set time*
*turns computer off, gets in bed, starts to continue writing on Qfeast on phone past set time*
on March 19, 2016

I think my drawings may be getting worse.....better in scenic proportions....but worse in every other regard....
on March 19, 2016

on March 19, 2016

I finished shading and adding some details to the drawing. It is in black and white currently, but like many other photos, I wonder whether I should color it or not...
Maybe I should do what I did with the last one I had problems deciding what to do with, post it without color, then post it with, just as a comparison. Well, I'm off to write the fourth chapter to something.....
Maybe I should do what I did with the last one I had problems deciding what to do with, post it without color, then post it with, just as a comparison. Well, I'm off to write the fourth chapter to something.....
on March 19, 2016

You know, Qfeast is where I have fled the world to...actually talk..
I'm even too afraid to talk to my parents without them constantly yelling at me...
Yeah....I'm a coward, a fool, you name it....IRL, and online...
I'm a piece of wasted space, someone who takes up space that more useful people could take...
When I go online on my computer.....every choice I make is a mistake...not on the other recipient's end...just mine.. Whether it be to stop a tank, or keep traversing it....to See More speak, or stay silent.....to worry, or to not care....
Every conversation I enter...every person's life I enter.....I feel I just make worse....
People say I'm not....my art is not...my writing is not....but...everything I do or make, is unworthy, pieces of garbage...including me... I don't know why I'm typing this....but it's here....another foolish mistake...
I'm even too afraid to talk to my parents without them constantly yelling at me...
Yeah....I'm a coward, a fool, you name it....IRL, and online...
I'm a piece of wasted space, someone who takes up space that more useful people could take...
When I go online on my computer.....every choice I make is a mistake...not on the other recipient's end...just mine.. Whether it be to stop a tank, or keep traversing it....to See More speak, or stay silent.....to worry, or to not care....
Every conversation I enter...every person's life I enter.....I feel I just make worse....
People say I'm not....my art is not...my writing is not....but...everything I do or make, is unworthy, pieces of garbage...including me... I don't know why I'm typing this....but it's here....another foolish mistake...

*shrugs*
I guess you're right....
Though to answer your first statement....I've always have doubted myself....I've done nothing...helped nothing...It's just....
*Sigh*
The same things over and over again....
I guess you're right....
Though to answer your first statement....I've always have doubted myself....I've done nothing...helped nothing...It's just....
*Sigh*
The same things over and over again....
on March 19, 2016

*Just sits there*
But it's true....I'm not amazing....
I've done so much, put effort into so many things only to have it all be erased....for the fourth time....be shutdown...or people quite on the things I held dear..... I've failed....I'm a failure....
But it's true....I'm not amazing....
I've done so much, put effort into so many things only to have it all be erased....for the fourth time....be shutdown...or people quite on the things I held dear..... I've failed....I'm a failure....
on March 19, 2016
on March 19, 2016