Do You Sometimes Wish That You Would Fit In?

Do You Sometimes Wish That You Would Fit In?

Okay, this is a story about what happened at school today. Not every little detail, but enough to write a story. You may think I'm over reacting, but I'm not. I'm just expressing my feelings. :)

published on October 16, 201478 reads 31 readers 17 completed
Chapter 1.

Fitting in

Fitting in can be difficult sometimes..if you're like me. I'm not ultra popular and I'm not one of those awesome, sexy girls everyone loves. I'm in the middle or sometimes at the end. Sure, you can get a load of friends that are your type, but sometimes there's always this one girl who steals them away from you. That's happened to me. People say that if you're a nerd then you wouldn't fit in at all. That's not true. Nerds can fit in but other people are maybe just unfortunate. Like me maybe? I'm not a nerd, but everyone is treating me like one. No one should feel left out or lonely. Not even you.

Today at school was horrible. I walked to school with my primary friends, but then they soon didn't involve me in their conversations. So I put my earphones on and acted like I was really bored, to catch their attention. They didn't care. So I walked ahead of them and hoped that one of them would call my name and say "Wait up Ellen!" That never happened. So I just walked on, listening to this song called 'Cool Kids' that I found by a Vine on Youtube. It explained me clearly. I kept replaying it and replaying it until I walked into the school grounds. A few minutes later my friends walked into the school grounds too, laughing. They all looked at me, my face looking a bit upset. They briefly looked at me then they turned back to talking, completely blocking me out. My heart sank. How come they didn't see that I looked really left out? This is when I suddenly felt that I should go talk to some other class mates (ones I wouldn't really call close friends). So I tagged along with a few but then they found their best friends and left me hanging on the sidelines. Again. I sighed and walked back to my previous primary friends and sighed heavily. No one noticed. I didn't want to say how I was feeling because then they would think I was being really over dramatic and leave me hurt more than ever.
The bell rang so I walked to my form. Unfortunately, they were all in the same form as me and I had to sit next to all of them in class. Every time I tried to talk to them they would ignore me and continue talking to the friend next to them. Annoyed, I left the class, pushing straight past them as the bell rang for the next lesson. It was Chemistry. Personally, I really enjoy Science (though Psychics is my favorite!) but the downside was that I was in the same class as three of my primary friends. One of them called Molly, is the nicest but she has a bunch of new friends so she doesn't really hang out with me a lot anymore. The next one, Arianna, is nice and a quite close friend but she always talks to Molly and my other 'friend', Tom. Tom..is just annoying. He makes jokes that aren't even funny. He makes them about me and then ends the joke with "Just kidding! You can take a joke right?". I hate jokes. And his ones hurt.
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Comments (17)

GirlsDeMo
this was so depressing lol
Year 7 September - October was a bad time but everything's alright now
That was a year ago and school life is so much better
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on January 24
WastingMyLifeOnline
I feel so bad for you
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on September 10, 2015
Eli_Uke_Hammond
I know how you feel. I've been bullied at every school I've been to. I try to ignore them, but my temper gets the best of me and I'm the one who gets in trouble.
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on April 04, 2015
Whisker_Queer
And she said: I wish that I could be like the cool kids, cause' all the cool kids they seem to fit in...
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GirlsDeMo
I love that song
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on December 05, 2014
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on December 04, 2014
rrnnpp
I'm having the same problem this girl is always really mean to me and hates me but she's really popular and everyone likes her. I have friends but I'm scared she's gonna take them away from me like she's been doing for years.
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GirlsDeMo
I hate people who do that... ugh -_-
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on October 20, 2014
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on October 20, 2014
Nightcat
Not cool, is cool. don't worry, you've made a new friend. You'll be better and work things out.
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on October 18, 2014
magic101
@AureyFox you really shouldn't consider these people your best friends, look at how they are treating you. I know how you feel because I've been n pretty much the same situation. You shouldn't want to be popular, you just have to be yourself. Find people that accept who you are because if they do accept you than those are your real friends.
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GirlsDeMo
Maybe xP
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on October 18, 2014
GirlsDeMo
I've made a new friend, her name is Nell. x3 If Lily gets to her and suddenly becomes her best friend I will go around doing it to her best friends. On Monday I am so going to start hanging out with Nell more, so Lily doesn't get there first :3
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magic101
Good idea! Try to to stay with Nell as much as possible. Lily probably keeps stealing your friends because she can't make them stay her friend
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on October 18, 2014
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on October 18, 2014
GirlsDeMo
Well she's very sensitive but meh
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magic101
LOL
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on October 18, 2014
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on October 18, 2014
GirlsDeMo
Lol XD
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on October 18, 2014
GirlsDeMo
Awesome, thanks. I have made a few new friends but Lily always steals them away from me :I
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magic101
Well tell Lily to back off. She's being a big poop!
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on October 18, 2014
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on October 17, 2014
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on October 17, 2014