Real Story about my lifeHi Everyone,
This is my very first blog and i would like to share my real story with you all.
Let me tell you how my present is like.It is more like a compromise and every day is like another twist for me. My husband , technically my second husband has lot of good qualities i would say uncaring, unloving, selfish and most importantly he married to me just because of 2 things : sex and money.
I know it sounds harsh but this is deep reality of todays world. I feel like i don't have emotions left in me anymore. Love is a feeling which i had so much faith in it but now after my second marriage , I experienced that in reality that the love doesn't exist. It is just in the compromising world we are living in.
I need something and he needs something we are all together so that our needs are satisfied.
But why some people never get LOVE even after the tragic break ups. I got married second time just because i can socialise easily and eventually i will fell in LOVE.
Now each and every day passing I had the feeling that LOVE doesn't exists anymore and I don't even like him. I can't really share my feelings with him or anything at all.All he wants from me is i should keep on cooking good food for him and paying quite a few bucks and he is still not satisfied and wants more from me. But me being me I havent attained that level of trust to him that i can blindly give him the money he wants to.Well financially speaking he is earning 3 times as me, but still he wants more money from me.
I mean sometimes I feels like i am in a kind of marriage contract with him and all he wants is getting more and more from me.
I wish life was little different for me and I can get TRUE LOVE which i still believe in.
Sometimes I watch some movies and cry watching love / emotional scenes as in reality it is being quite a few years that i have really cried someone for.
If i want to feel loved, i just remember my past memories which i cherish and regret that why did BREAKUP happened in my life.
I hope you like my blog and i will be able to explain my past what actual happened with me soon.