jules diary

08/10/22

i in fact, did not, have a good first day. im not going to include some things because i really dont feel like getting into unnecessary drama, like man just shit talk me to your friends and i shit talk you to my friends and we mutually shit talk and thats the end of it or like dm me or smth and we can figure it out and then just never speak again because i really dont think im going to react the way you think to drama. okay sorry my bad. anyways i have a core class first period which makes me wanna bash my head into a wall. second period was cool i know a lot of the people, third i also know some and our teacher is very energetic. ppl were being #transphobic tho. fourth was like okay and at luncg i was sitting with ppl i didnt know cuz grey doesnt sit with me anymore. then tech!!! they legit doubled the class size and i got such a bad headache and cuddled big fish in a dark room and called john crying bc i missed him. grey gave me big hug tho. in 6th they made a crossword of all our names and it was cute tbh, and then i knew almost everyone in 7th bc its french 2 and they were almost all in my french 1 class. also i ride w leiden and crystal on the bus so im balling. i went home and i got soo tired like barely open my eyes and barely ate so im pretty sure today set off a depressive episode. i also was tryna get back my old insta and i was negotiating w the dude for like 3 hours and then he blocked me and deleted my account so rip my insta. the end.