Just a Normal Day...of Panic (Only chapter for now :D)3:15 AM: Still can't fall asleep, it seems no matter what I do I always find myself tossing and turning. Sadly, all my past memories prevent me from falling asleep. No matter what I do those horrible thoughts just won't leave my head! I am such a terrible person, making stupid choices for people that don't even matter. This isn't helping, I need to think positive! I try to think about things that make me happy... that didn't work because it would either give me a dark memory, or I just make something sad up, I'm HOPELESS!
3:35 AM: still can't fall asleep, and there's nothing to do honestly. I start to hum a melody of a song my friend Ethan made for me, he really is the one person I look forward to seeing everyday (and my family too, of course). He always knows how to make me smile! He also knows how to play with my emotions...*sigh* what a guy!
4:10 AM: Finally, I fell asleep. I start thinking in my head about what to do tomorrow. Summer is almost over and I spent most of it bottled up in my room. I think that I should probably draw something, that can keep my mind off of sad thoughts for a while! Should be easy, right?
2:30 PM: I can't believe I slept for so long! (again) I really should change my sleeping schedule huh? I get up, my stepsister surprises me with a hug. "Uh, hi Zoey!" I was really startled that she was right in front of me the moment I walked upstairs..."Hi!! I wanted to give you a surprise hug!" I laugh and manage to give a smile. she lets go of me. My brother walks in the room, "When did you wake up?" he asked me. "Just now..." I shake my head a little, still trying to wake up. My head hurts, I make my way to the couch and I sit down to watch TV.