Help me... I don't know what to do...

I just took a quiz, it was about what my eyes say about how I feel. Sadly Lust was my result and it was true... I love one person, but I never get to see him. When i don't see him other people are trying to be him. Yet I can never stop thinking about him, wondering, why he hasn't texted or called or skyped me in a week... I would wait forever just to see him. I don't care how long it takes. I love him enough to well... if you haven't seen the movie "if I stay" yet then see it and this is going to be a really big spoiler alert but I would run anywhere in the world if he was in the hospital. If he was hurt or dying I would be there no matter what. I would give up anything... I am sorry if that was depressing but its the truth... I know he is probably going to read this and be sad that I feel this way but I have no one else to talk to other then the world, my friends are always busy and my mom just would think I am overreacting and that this burning love has turned into an addiction, even though it hasn't. I am just another lonely girl sitting on her bed ranting about her life... and i'm sorry about that... but I have nothing else to do and I need to get things out... Sorry that this was long but that was all i have to say so thanks if you just read all of this... I really appreciate someone listening...