If I commitsuicide, will you ever miss me then?

If I commitsuicide, will you ever miss me then?

I always feel like that I couldn't find a better life among me...feeling like that people wouldn't care for me that much...I've been suffering from far too long...I just can't stand the pain no more...but knew that I couldn't die because of it...but...I really don't know what else to do about it...feeling like that I was the only person that is weak from here...I always feel like that I wasn't really good enough from reality...which bothers me the most, I just don't know what else to do about it...but try to have hope at all costs...

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chookity.dookity
People are going to miss you. Committing suicide will not get rid of your pain, it will only pass it on to others. Life is worth living, even if it doesn’t seem like it. You are loved by people around you. I encourage you to tell someone that you’re considering this, or calling a hotline.
sadlonelykitsune
I know that it may not get rid of pain...but I am always trying the best as I could to not do it in real life...even though I couldn't commit suicide...knowing that it didn't seem right...but always feel lost from the inside...
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chookity.dookity
Then talk to someone, escepially an adult
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Fuck_yourself_with_a_cactus
Don’t please,
Suicide is not the answer.
I used to be the same,but after thinking it through I told myself I was gonna troop through it.
Because if that I was able to turn my life around. I’d finally felt a bit happy.
Now I’m sure someone may come along and say: ‘but what if I can’t turn my life around’ with the help of someone close you can do so,if you don’t gave anyone close I’ll be here to talk.
sadlonelykitsune
It's ok....i'm used to virtual hugs.... *smiles softly and hugs you gently*
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sadlonelykitsune
Well...the reason why I was depressed...is because life was hard on me from the past...it's a long story when I first tried explaining it to Angel Kiss...of course...it was a really sad story that I had from the far beginning and all... 😞
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Fuck_yourself_with_a_cactus
Ah I see...
I’m really sorry that this is the case.
I wish I could give you a big hug but I guess virtually will have to do.
*HUGGIE*
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@Wasssuuupeeps
Thank you for supporting me...to be honest...I really appreciate that...and I'm trying the best as I could to stay positive at all costs....I even tried telling others of what I've been through from my depression...but...it didn't always help like it's supposed to though....but I really appreciate their help from part of it...it's just that...I See More▼
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Fuck_yourself_with_a_cactus
💖 like I said I’m always happy to talk
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angelkiss
you know i used to feel the same when i thought no one cared i tried to die but know that i thing about it im kinda grateful that i m alive because i would miss alot im still trying to get involved with life but i m doing the best i can but heres some advise live life dont waste what you have enjoy it dont lose anything if you did you would regret it alot trust me whatever you do be yourself and yes people would miss you / i would miss you and i don't know you that See More▼
Sparkle_Heart
*gasps* @sadlonelykitsune , your life story is like the hated child thing but in real life! That is beyond tragic! I'm really petrified because of that! 1 like=1 hug for @sadlonelykitsune
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sadlonelykitsune
Thank you so much @Sparkle_Heart ....to be honest it was very kind of you and I really appreciate you doing this for me...I really do...*smiles softly and hugs you gently...even though...life is hard at the times like this but tries the best as I can to stay positive at all costs...*
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sadlonelykitsune
I really appreciate you for supporting me...but...the reason why I was so depressed is because my mother did terrible things to me, she abused me, threatened me about throwing me into the mental hospital from a very young age, she told awful lies against my father's side of the family, she tried to hurt me when I was born...she shook me really hard, I almost See More▼
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sadlonelykitsune
I was worried that my mother would do terrible things to me again...knowing how painful it really was back then....my mother and my step father are still forcing me to live with them...but...I didn't want to live with them...because the way they mistreated me from the past...that is why...I've been crying for so long, because of it...😢
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Sparkle_Heart
OF COURSE!

@sadlonelykitsune ,
you are my only friend who has depression like me, has this insane thought like me. I was afraid to ask this question as I will already know the answer. One boy in class betrayed me, he was the only boy in class that is my "friend". In the end, all I saw it was lies, he never liked me! I continued going to school like a soldier with a battle wound, my feelings were hurt! He made my depression worse, but I still loved him. I cry almost every night, See More▼
sadlonelykitsune
I understand how that feels...I've been through a lot of things too...my other friend named Kaylee was the same way...she didn't have any friends back then...till I showed up...I was her first friend when I first found her there...so I did everything I could to support her, especially the hard times that she's been through...knowing that life is a lot more painful See More▼
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sadlonelykitsune
*smiles softly*
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Sparkle_Heart
YAY!
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sadlonelykitsune
I see, you're not the only person that is like that...because I imagine things differently too sometimes... 💜
@Sparkle_Heart
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Sparkle_Heart
Many people make fun of me because I'm different. I have a wild imagination and I often see things others don't. You see, most girls are not as girly as me, they like stuff I don't. Boys just don't understand me sometimes, they don't appreciate my crazy imagination. Another reason is because my voice is high like I just took in plenty of helium, others are lower.
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sadlonelykitsune
The reason why the boy and some other people like to make fun of me, is because I have a mental disorder, I got confused easily and I never knew what life was like back then...not just only that..but...I'm also weird and shy to them sometimes when I meet them in person...I'm kinda like Ticci Toby for an example...but...a little bit different...
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sadlonelykitsune
It's ok...I know how that feels...when I was a little kid...I've always wanted a friend...there was a boy that I wanted to be friends with, he said that if I wanted to be his friend then I have to eat a worm in real life...so I rip half of it, put it in my mouth...then I accidentally threw up...which I failed when the bell rang...but what's really nice is that See More▼
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Sparkle_Heart
My first friend was in kindergarden, I only had friends when I was 5, the second last year in kindergarden. I only had 2 back then. I was sad when I had to leave and go to primary. In primary, I had plenty of friends, nearly the whole class was my friend! But on the second year, a boy called Kennard stole my class journal and drew on it and tore out the pages. See More▼
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Jrenner
I definitely would
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NiaLaBeada
Of course!
You should tell someone, and if you don’t feel comfortable telling someone I’m person, look into a hotline
sadlonelykitsune
Ok, it's probably best to talk somebody online...since I'm not very talkative in person, I usually get sad easily when I talk to them in person sometimes...it worries me when I do that...but...I'd be honored to talk to you about it though... *smiles softly*
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@NiaLaBeada
I know but...my father already knew this though, same thing with the other doctor...I told the the other doctor about the whole thing of what had happened to me from the past because she asked me if there was any family abuse that I've been through and stuff like that...and I explained this to her since like a month ago...
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NiaLaBeada
Maybe you should tell someone about the abuse? Like, someone with authority? That’s actually a serious issue, and she could lose custody of you.
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sadlonelykitsune
Reality...I even tried to find a better life within hope so I won't have to suffer anymore...but it never worked out well like it was supposed to...I just wanted to escape reality at all costs...because I'm worried about the future ahead me...it's just too painful and complicated of getting used to from here...I just don't think that I might not able to figure See More▼
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sadlonelykitsune
Ok...well to be honest...life is always hard on me...I've been abused and threatened from my mother...I got bullied from some of the boys and girls from the past because I never knew what life was like back then...I even got betrayed from a friend from the past...at May 25th...I was going to be graduated...when my grandparents and my aunt came...they haven't See More▼
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NiaLaBeada
Okay, you can talk to me about it, I’ll listen :-)
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SHIRAZURE
You deserve to live
Like all
And of course people would miss
I would too
Don't do it please
You may think no one cares but
There are people who would
sadlonelykitsune
Thank you for supporting me...I'm trying not to...but I've been feeling depressed lately...I just couldn't help it...but I really appreciate you helping me though...
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sadlonelykitsune
I will do whenever could to love myself...even when life is hard on me...I'll keep trying to continue on...hoping that I might find a better life sometime soon...I just don't know when exactly...but will try the best as I could...I'm just glad that there are some people that understand how I truly feel from the inside from part of it...that's all I could think See More▼
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SHIRAZURE
Np
But please take care
And love yourself
And always feel free to share anything
Always there to help See More▼
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