I'm a background person. Kinda ignored. A little help, please?

So I made up this thing, kinda goes with society. I like to call "Ranks in school" no official name though. So basically, there's popular ppl, in the middle, ignored, and background ppl. I'm a background person. Just in the background, a follower, I talk quiet, sometimes ignored, stuff like that. And the at home, I'm TOTALLY crazy!! I'm all tough, and funny and random at loud and awesome!! And that at school I'm dorky, quiet, confused, socially awkward, a sidekick to my friends, get the idea? I could go talking to you for half an hour about this.

Yet, I haven't ALWAYS been a background person.
Kindergarten- weird, troublemaker slightly ignorant?
First grade- same as kindergarten
Second grade- laughed at almost everything, talkative
Third grade- tomboyish, sassy
Fourth grade- funny, talkative, tough-ish
Fifth grade- a follower, tomboyish, not exactly tough, ignored, not dominant
Sixth grade (now)- quiet, background person, dorky, socially awkward, ignored, scared, hesitant
And when I try to tell my BFF about it, she doesn't care!! I'm not sure what I exactly need help with.
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Elleyd
some best friend first off. Do you know what happened? Why you got so shy and reserved? If you feel like people are ignoring you, give them a reason to listen to you. find the people you have stuff in common with. become their friend, get into their group become the person you want to be.
rainbowdogcooper
More detail. i kinda have this switch when i get to school. at home or with my mom, dad, or brother, im automatically my true self. At school, i suddenly turn quiet and i can't control it. Also, interesting thoughts and weird things pop into my head with certain ppl. at school, it just doesn't happen. Sometimes while in school, i actually think to myself "if See More▼
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XxlunargirlxX
To Elleyd: I like your answer! Why did you restrict me?
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XxlunargirlxX
You don't have to be super popuar to have a awesome life.
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