peachytea - Page 4
Hi, I used this site years ago and ultimately decided to come back occasionally, can't believe I've been here since 2014. Anyways, I go by Bea and I'm 19. I make music and sing now. See More▼ πΌ
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I can't believe I used to have full blown panic attacks because of events that happened on here. I should have just blocked everyone lol.
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My anxiety is still bad but not nearly as bad as it was then.
on February 20
on February 20
I know I've said this before but I do lowkey miss using this site lol. Its insane how much in my life has changed when I left this place.
on February 16
on February 12
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- Going back to therapy soon, hopefully I can get out of my grandmother's house and move forward with my life.
- Anxiety has been really bad and I'm still struggling with issues around religious trauma.
- No idea why but recently I've been wanting a relationship because I'm tired of being alone and I actually kinda want someone I can be myself with.
- Questioning my political beliefs. Despite being bisexual I don't really associate/wanna support the community overall?? See More▼ I don't know, I just hate being involved with it LMAO.
- Planning on going to school in Korea for about three months? We'll see how that goes.
- Going back to therapy soon, hopefully I can get out of my grandmother's house and move forward with my life.
- Anxiety has been really bad and I'm still struggling with issues around religious trauma.
- No idea why but recently I've been wanting a relationship because I'm tired of being alone and I actually kinda want someone I can be myself with.
- Questioning my political beliefs. Despite being bisexual I don't really associate/wanna support the community overall?? See More▼ I don't know, I just hate being involved with it LMAO.
- Planning on going to school in Korea for about three months? We'll see how that goes.
on February 11
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- I'm going to be living with my grandmother again for a while. I absolutely hate my mom's boyfriend because he's abusive and a total bitch to everyone, and he complains about literally everything. I hate it here anyways so I'm glad to leave, for the last time. I'm never coming back here, ever.
- I'm so stressed and mentally drained in about everyway possible but its okay.
- Single again.
- Kinda confused about everything right now but we'll see how everything goes See More▼ I guess. I'm going to get back into therapy and start reading a lot more often as a way to escape LOL.
- Gonna be working on a cool song tonight, maybe I can release it soon? I hope so, but I don't know.
- I'm going to be living with my grandmother again for a while. I absolutely hate my mom's boyfriend because he's abusive and a total bitch to everyone, and he complains about literally everything. I hate it here anyways so I'm glad to leave, for the last time. I'm never coming back here, ever.
- I'm so stressed and mentally drained in about everyway possible but its okay.
- Single again.
- Kinda confused about everything right now but we'll see how everything goes See More▼ I guess. I'm going to get back into therapy and start reading a lot more often as a way to escape LOL.
- Gonna be working on a cool song tonight, maybe I can release it soon? I hope so, but I don't know.
on February 03
on January 25
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- I'm currently homeless.
- Everything feels so clueless and meaningless at the moment.
- I'm trying to hold on and be strong but everything is so fuΡked up for me right now and I really don't know what to do.
- Everything is overall just bad.
- I'm currently homeless.
- Everything feels so clueless and meaningless at the moment.
- I'm trying to hold on and be strong but everything is so fuΡked up for me right now and I really don't know what to do.
- Everything is overall just bad.
on January 25
on January 21
I miss when me and one of friends would use this site nearly everyday when we were young teens and we barely talk now. It's so weirdly nostalgic here.
on January 17
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- I don't think my “boyfriend” actually likes me or wants to even have a relationship so I guess I was right, it's probably gonna end in me getting heartbroken lmaoo.
- Constantly exhausted and having a lot of health issues right now. Literally all I'm doing is eating and sleeping.
- Way too exhausted to focus on doing anything.
- I don't think my “boyfriend” actually likes me or wants to even have a relationship so I guess I was right, it's probably gonna end in me getting heartbroken lmaoo.
- Constantly exhausted and having a lot of health issues right now. Literally all I'm doing is eating and sleeping.
- Way too exhausted to focus on doing anything.
on January 17
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- Kinda having another pregnancy scare. Not really sure what to do right now so I'm going to wait and see what happens. Pretty nervous but it's okay.
- Trying to be okay overall.
- Working really hard on my school and trying to study more because God knows I need to lmao.
- Seriously working on my novels and my music. I really do want to make it big someday. I hope I can do it.
- Still thinking about going to college in another country.
- Kinda having another pregnancy scare. Not really sure what to do right now so I'm going to wait and see what happens. Pretty nervous but it's okay.
- Trying to be okay overall.
- Working really hard on my school and trying to study more because God knows I need to lmao.
- Seriously working on my novels and my music. I really do want to make it big someday. I hope I can do it.
- Still thinking about going to college in another country.
on January 14