peachytea - Page 18

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- I'm going to be living with my grandmother again for a while. I absolutely hate my mom's boyfriend because he's abusive and a total bitch to everyone, and he complains about literally everything. I hate it here anyways so I'm glad to leave, for the last time. I'm never coming back here, ever.

- I'm so stressed and mentally drained in about everyway possible but its okay.

- Single again.

- Kinda confused about everything right now but we'll see how everything goes See More I guess. I'm going to get back into therapy and start reading a lot more often as a way to escape LOL.

- Gonna be working on a cool song tonight, maybe I can release it soon? I hope so, but I don't know.

2019 me would have a stroke if she knew how life currently is. 🥴

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- I'm currently homeless.

- Everything feels so clueless and meaningless at the moment.

- I'm trying to hold on and be strong but everything is so fuсked up for me right now and I really don't know what to do.

- Everything is overall just bad.

I miss when me and one of friends would use this site nearly everyday when we were young teens and we barely talk now. It's so weirdly nostalgic here.

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- I don't think my “boyfriend” actually likes me or wants to even have a relationship so I guess I was right, it's probably gonna end in me getting heartbroken lmaoo.

- Constantly exhausted and having a lot of health issues right now. Literally all I'm doing is eating and sleeping.

- Way too exhausted to focus on doing anything.

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- Kinda having another pregnancy scare. Not really sure what to do right now so I'm going to wait and see what happens. Pretty nervous but it's okay.

- Trying to be okay overall.

- Working really hard on my school and trying to study more because God knows I need to lmao.

- Seriously working on my novels and my music. I really do want to make it big someday. I hope I can do it.

- Still thinking about going to college in another country.

I don't really know what to do or post on here anymore.

This site really hasn't changed at all lol.

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- Visiting my mom for a few weeks.

- Just overall lost right now. I don't know what to do or where to go anymore. Everything feels hopeless sometimes and I don't know what to do.

- I don't really have much of an update to give.

Four years ago I was a 15/16 year old on here venting about how hard high school was, my parents were together, my pets were alive and healthy, I was in a toxic relationship and now?? I'm 19, my parents are divorced and my dad passed away, some of my pets passed away/went missing, I just got in a new relationship and I hope it'll all be okay.

Merry Christmas. 🎀


- I got a few nice things.

- I don't think my boyfriend actually likes me or wants a relationship but at the same time I can't tell if I'm overreacting or panicking about something that isn't really a big issue.

- I'm supposed to be going back into my therapy program and get help moving out and whatnot.

- I'm tired and exhausted by literally everything.

- Just want everything to work out nicely.

I want to start using this more often but I'm not sure if coming back regularly would be a good idea lmao.

Weekly update;


- I'm living at my grandmother's now.

- My crush is now my boyfriend?!

- I realized I really miss using this website because let's be honest, I've used it on and off since 2014. Don't miss half the users though, I'm sorry.💀

- Have a lot of cool new friends.

- Obsessed with hello kitty at the moment.

- Graduating in four months.

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- Had another pregnancy scare. (Not pregnant.)

- Will probably be in the psych ward for a few days/weeks after I post this.

- Got suspended from school because I can't afford to pay my bills right now LOL but I'll figure something out like I always do.

- I have some really good friends who I love and I feel like most of my friendships are genuine.

- I have a bad crush that'll probably end in me getting my heart broken.

- Thinking about cutting my See More hair again.

Literally everything in my life has changed so much since I left this site, so much for the better. I'm no longer friends with anyone I used to be from here and that's wild as fuсk to me. My mental health as been a little better but I've had a few relapses though. It's genuinely insane to me how different my life is now because what the fuсk lmao.

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- Moving AGAIN. Gonna be living with my aunt.

- Still working on producing all of my projects.

- Made a lot of new friends/followers.

- Learning to be okay without having any bio family members in my life. I'm more at peace whenever I'm alone.

- Started dating again and I've had some great experiences that I absolutely deserve. If ykyk.

- Enjoying my hobbies again. See More

- Trying to be more positive and happy.

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- Moving again.

- Actually studying often, trying to get myself to be more motivated.

- I don't know, life is weird and I've been thinking about a lot of things lately. It's strange how different my life is now compared to when I was primarily active on here. Everything has changed so fast and I've experienced a lot of things I shouldn't have.

- I'm trying to enjoy my hobbies again but I'm going through a major depressive episode along with some other things. See More

- I have a bunch of new friends/2K+ followers but I'm still lonely LOL.

- Pretty sure I'm pagan/wiccan?

- Might be vegetarian? Thinking about it.

- Completely irrelevant but I don't think I'm bisexual at all anymore. I don't really feel attraction to men but I can't date either way so it doesn't matter.

- Overall I'm just trying to move forward with my life.