
on January 21, 2024

I miss when me and one of friends would use this site nearly everyday when we were young teens and we barely talk now. It's so weirdly nostalgic here.
on January 17, 2024

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- I don't think my “boyfriend” actually likes me or wants to even have a relationship so I guess I was right, it's probably gonna end in me getting heartbroken lmaoo.
- Constantly exhausted and having a lot of health issues right now. Literally all I'm doing is eating and sleeping.
- Way too exhausted to focus on doing anything.
- I don't think my “boyfriend” actually likes me or wants to even have a relationship so I guess I was right, it's probably gonna end in me getting heartbroken lmaoo.
- Constantly exhausted and having a lot of health issues right now. Literally all I'm doing is eating and sleeping.
- Way too exhausted to focus on doing anything.
on January 17, 2024

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- Kinda having another pregnancy scare. Not really sure what to do right now so I'm going to wait and see what happens. Pretty nervous but it's okay.
- Trying to be okay overall.
- Working really hard on my school and trying to study more because God knows I need to lmao.
- Seriously working on my novels and my music. I really do want to make it big someday. I hope I can do it.
- Still thinking about going to college in another country.
- Kinda having another pregnancy scare. Not really sure what to do right now so I'm going to wait and see what happens. Pretty nervous but it's okay.
- Trying to be okay overall.
- Working really hard on my school and trying to study more because God knows I need to lmao.
- Seriously working on my novels and my music. I really do want to make it big someday. I hope I can do it.
- Still thinking about going to college in another country.
on January 14, 2024

on January 10, 2024

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- Visiting my mom for a few weeks.
- Just overall lost right now. I don't know what to do or where to go anymore. Everything feels hopeless sometimes and I don't know what to do.
- I don't really have much of an update to give.
- Visiting my mom for a few weeks.
- Just overall lost right now. I don't know what to do or where to go anymore. Everything feels hopeless sometimes and I don't know what to do.
- I don't really have much of an update to give.
on January 07, 2024

Four years ago I was a 15/16 year old on here venting about how hard high school was, my parents were together, my pets were alive and healthy, I was in a toxic relationship and now?? I'm 19, my parents are divorced and my dad passed away, some of my pets passed away/went missing, I just got in a new relationship and I hope it'll all be okay.
on January 01, 2024

Merry Christmas. π
- I got a few nice things.
- I don't think my boyfriend actually likes me or wants a relationship but at the same time I can't tell if I'm overreacting or panicking about something that isn't really a big issue.
- I'm supposed to be going back into my therapy program and get help moving out and whatnot.
- I'm tired and exhausted by literally everything.
- Just want everything to work out nicely.
- I got a few nice things.
- I don't think my boyfriend actually likes me or wants a relationship but at the same time I can't tell if I'm overreacting or panicking about something that isn't really a big issue.
- I'm supposed to be going back into my therapy program and get help moving out and whatnot.
- I'm tired and exhausted by literally everything.
- Just want everything to work out nicely.
on December 26, 2023

I want to start using this more often but I'm not sure if coming back regularly would be a good idea lmao.

I just do not want to be remembered by anyone on here or be involved in any type of drama because that's all everyone on here did before. ππ
on December 21, 2023
on December 21, 2023

Weekly update;
- I'm living at my grandmother's now.
- My crush is now my boyfriend?!
- I realized I really miss using this website because let's be honest, I've used it on and off since 2014. Don't miss half the users though, I'm sorry.π
- Have a lot of cool new friends.
- Obsessed with hello kitty at the moment.
- Graduating in four months.
- I'm living at my grandmother's now.
- My crush is now my boyfriend?!
- I realized I really miss using this website because let's be honest, I've used it on and off since 2014. Don't miss half the users though, I'm sorry.π
- Have a lot of cool new friends.
- Obsessed with hello kitty at the moment.
- Graduating in four months.
on December 21, 2023

Updates again: π¦
- Had another pregnancy scare. (Not pregnant.)
- Will probably be in the psych ward for a few days/weeks after I post this.
- Got suspended from school because I can't afford to pay my bills right now LOL but I'll figure something out like I always do.
- I have some really good friends who I love and I feel like most of my friendships are genuine.
- I have a bad crush that'll probably end in me getting my heart broken.
- Thinking about cutting my See More hair again.
- Had another pregnancy scare. (Not pregnant.)
- Will probably be in the psych ward for a few days/weeks after I post this.
- Got suspended from school because I can't afford to pay my bills right now LOL but I'll figure something out like I always do.
- I have some really good friends who I love and I feel like most of my friendships are genuine.
- I have a bad crush that'll probably end in me getting my heart broken.
- Thinking about cutting my See More hair again.
on December 11, 2023

Literally everything in my life has changed so much since I left this site, so much for the better. I'm no longer friends with anyone I used to be from here and that's wild as fuΡk to me. My mental health as been a little better but I've had a few relapses though. It's genuinely insane to me how different my life is now because what the fuΡk lmao.
on December 03, 2023

Life update! π
- Moving AGAIN. Gonna be living with my aunt.
- Still working on producing all of my projects.
- Made a lot of new friends/followers.
- Learning to be okay without having any bio family members in my life. I'm more at peace whenever I'm alone.
- Started dating again and I've had some great experiences that I absolutely deserve. If ykyk.
- Enjoying my hobbies again. See More
- Trying to be more positive and happy.
- Moving AGAIN. Gonna be living with my aunt.
- Still working on producing all of my projects.
- Made a lot of new friends/followers.
- Learning to be okay without having any bio family members in my life. I'm more at peace whenever I'm alone.
- Started dating again and I've had some great experiences that I absolutely deserve. If ykyk.
- Enjoying my hobbies again. See More
- Trying to be more positive and happy.
on December 03, 2023

Updates; π
- Moving again.
- Actually studying often, trying to get myself to be more motivated.
- I don't know, life is weird and I've been thinking about a lot of things lately. It's strange how different my life is now compared to when I was primarily active on here. Everything has changed so fast and I've experienced a lot of things I shouldn't have.
- I'm trying to enjoy my hobbies again but I'm going through a major depressive episode along with some other things. See More
- I have a bunch of new friends/2K+ followers but I'm still lonely LOL.
- Pretty sure I'm pagan/wiccan?
- Might be vegetarian? Thinking about it.
- Completely irrelevant but I don't think I'm bisexual at all anymore. I don't really feel attraction to men but I can't date either way so it doesn't matter.
- Overall I'm just trying to move forward with my life.
- Moving again.
- Actually studying often, trying to get myself to be more motivated.
- I don't know, life is weird and I've been thinking about a lot of things lately. It's strange how different my life is now compared to when I was primarily active on here. Everything has changed so fast and I've experienced a lot of things I shouldn't have.
- I'm trying to enjoy my hobbies again but I'm going through a major depressive episode along with some other things. See More
- I have a bunch of new friends/2K+ followers but I'm still lonely LOL.
- Pretty sure I'm pagan/wiccan?
- Might be vegetarian? Thinking about it.
- Completely irrelevant but I don't think I'm bisexual at all anymore. I don't really feel attraction to men but I can't date either way so it doesn't matter.
- Overall I'm just trying to move forward with my life.
on November 05, 2023

Short update:
- I'm back in school.
- Still looking for another place to stay because my family is toxic + more.
- Trying to stay as relaxed and calm as possible but it's never easy.
- Trying to get back into things I used to enjoy.
- Taking everything one day at a time.
- I'm back in school.
- Still looking for another place to stay because my family is toxic + more.
- Trying to stay as relaxed and calm as possible but it's never easy.
- Trying to get back into things I used to enjoy.
- Taking everything one day at a time.

- Also, I'm so much more pretty now. For obvious reasons I'm never posting a photo here again lmao but I've lost weight, found a makeup and hair style that really suits me and overall I'm genuinely more confident and I lowkey like myself.
on October 13, 2023
on October 13, 2023

Life update:
- Currently staying here and there. I never know where I'll be at.
- I'm trying to enroll in an online school/early college.
- I'm slowly giving up on my music - I don't have anywhere to record or wifi so. I gotta push through this and hopefully I'll be able to record and release new things soon.
- My book(s) are getting published very soon.
- I've been having a lot of health issues and family drama but I'm trying to stay positive and relaxed.
- I think See More I'm doing a lot better compared to the times I was primarily active on this website and that's such a blessing lmao.
- Had a lowkey glow up compared to last year.
- Overall, I'm surviving by some miracle.
- Currently staying here and there. I never know where I'll be at.
- I'm trying to enroll in an online school/early college.
- I'm slowly giving up on my music - I don't have anywhere to record or wifi so. I gotta push through this and hopefully I'll be able to record and release new things soon.
- My book(s) are getting published very soon.
- I've been having a lot of health issues and family drama but I'm trying to stay positive and relaxed.
- I think See More I'm doing a lot better compared to the times I was primarily active on this website and that's such a blessing lmao.
- Had a lowkey glow up compared to last year.
- Overall, I'm surviving by some miracle.
on October 03, 2023