tw//suicide//overdose mention//self harm mention//vomit mention//abuse mention//
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last night i tried to overdose. i took 25 mg of abilify (5x what I usually take) and i lived. i’ve never felt more sick in my life. i didn’t tell my parents because they’d be mad at me, so I sat up all night vomiting and passing out on the bathroom floor. i’m physically okay now, but i’m in a bad place mentally. i haven’t attempted suicide in several months. my good friend was able to keep me from self harming or taking more pills. my mom saw me crying and yelled at me to do my homework before she hit me. i’ve never been so scared...
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last night i tried to overdose. i took 25 mg of abilify (5x what I usually take) and i lived. i’ve never felt more sick in my life. i didn’t tell my parents because they’d be mad at me, so I sat up all night vomiting and passing out on the bathroom floor. i’m physically okay now, but i’m in a bad place mentally. i haven’t attempted suicide in several months. my good friend was able to keep me from self harming or taking more pills. my mom saw me crying and yelled at me to do my homework before she hit me. i’ve never been so scared...
on September 13, 2018
on September 11, 2018
just a heads up that we're all watching the holocaust happen again and acting like it's all normal.
see how easy it is to just... ignore it?
in a few decades children will learn about this time and wonder, "how could they just let it happen?"
see how easy it is to just... ignore it?
in a few decades children will learn about this time and wonder, "how could they just let it happen?"
on September 11, 2018
on September 11, 2018
what singer should I dress up as for homecoming dress up days tomorrow??
on September 11, 2018
????’? ???? ????
♡ thought contagion - muse
♡ baby - bishop briggs
♡ bellyache - billie eilish
♡ killing in the name - rage against the machine
♡ my blood - twenty one pilots
♡ the dark side - muse See More
♡ watch - billie eilish
♡ the way i do - bishop briggs
♡ idontwannabeyouanymore - billie eilish
♡ stockholm syndrome - muse
♡ thought contagion - muse
♡ baby - bishop briggs
♡ bellyache - billie eilish
♡ killing in the name - rage against the machine
♡ my blood - twenty one pilots
♡ the dark side - muse See More
♡ watch - billie eilish
♡ the way i do - bishop briggs
♡ idontwannabeyouanymore - billie eilish
♡ stockholm syndrome - muse
on September 10, 2018
????'? ?????
??????? ??? ??? ???? ???
____14+____________14+_________14+_________
♡ calling my partner "daddy"
♡ being called "baby boy"
♡ being praised or punished
♡ being tied up See More
♡ being pushed up against stuff
♡ being degraded
♡ being choked
♡ hickeys
♡ orgasm denial
♡ slave/master relationships
♡ being a bratty sub
??????? ??? ??? ???? ???
____14+____________14+_________14+_________
♡ calling my partner "daddy"
♡ being called "baby boy"
♡ being praised or punished
♡ being tied up See More
♡ being pushed up against stuff
♡ being degraded
♡ being choked
♡ hickeys
♡ orgasm denial
♡ slave/master relationships
♡ being a bratty sub
on September 11, 2018
on September 10, 2018
on September 10, 2018
i've completely redone my bio !!!
on September 10, 2018
on September 10, 2018
on September 09, 2018
things that scare me:
- the sound of people walking up the stairs
(always means my parents are coming to yell at me)
- my bedroom door creaking
(means my parents are mad at me)
- people raising their voice at me (even a little bit)
(PTSD from having my parents literally scream at me for literally being autistic when I was little) See More
- having people behind me at the top of stairs
(from my mom trying to push me down the stairs on multiple occasions)
- the sound of people walking up the stairs
(always means my parents are coming to yell at me)
- my bedroom door creaking
(means my parents are mad at me)
- people raising their voice at me (even a little bit)
(PTSD from having my parents literally scream at me for literally being autistic when I was little) See More
- having people behind me at the top of stairs
(from my mom trying to push me down the stairs on multiple occasions)
on September 09, 2018
I don’t deserve to be happy
@damagedhowell
Who cares ? You aren't born to satisfy others. You are not living for others right? . So don't give a f what others think about you. Be you. Be.you.ti.ful.
You are beautiful just the way you are C:
Who cares ? You aren't born to satisfy others. You are not living for others right? . So don't give a f what others think about you. Be you. Be.you.ti.ful.
You are beautiful just the way you are C:
on September 09, 2018
I don't know you that well but from what I've seen I can at least say you look great, you're there for your friends, and you're talented.
I know low moments suck a lot but you have to keep reminding yourself that you do deserve to be happy- and fighting for it makes you deserve it even more. The struggle is hard with trying to deal with low moments but the See More harder you fight it the more rewarding it'll end up being. You've got this, ok?
I know low moments suck a lot but you have to keep reminding yourself that you do deserve to be happy- and fighting for it makes you deserve it even more. The struggle is hard with trying to deal with low moments but the See More harder you fight it the more rewarding it'll end up being. You've got this, ok?
on September 09, 2018
@Hikari_Chan
not really
I’m not pretty
I’m not smart
I’m not nice See More
I’m not good enough for anybody - not even my own parents
not really
I’m not pretty
I’m not smart
I’m not nice See More
I’m not good enough for anybody - not even my own parents
on September 09, 2018
on September 09, 2018
on September 07, 2018
my school is ON FIRE
on September 05, 2018
heyyyy uhh
can we STOP STARRING AND COMMENTING ON MY OLD POSTS/ PHOTOS
can we STOP STARRING AND COMMENTING ON MY OLD POSTS/ PHOTOS
on September 05, 2018
maybe not you but I can assure you that the person I’m talking about is trash