life updates since i've been gone for so long:
i moved back home for a little while, but my parents basically said i could either go back to school, or i was kicked out and would be homeless... (one of these options sounds a hell of a lot better lmao)
so i'm back at school, my mental health is a lot better since getting back as my family has a tendency to trigger me.
i've gone back to using he/him and they/them pronouns; and i have an explanation...
i have BPD, and one of the See More symptoms for me is that I have no sense of self. I adapt to whoever my 'favorite person" is at that time. For a while, my FP was a cis lesbian. I felt that in order to get her to like me, I had to be a cis lesbian... so I basically just repressed my gender dysphoria for a few months. Until I "fell out of love". I do have a new FP, and frankly I can't tell whether my new identity is a mask to please him, or if it is me, but for now I use he/they pronouns as well as vam/vamp and pup/pups neopronouns.
To end this on a happier note, I would like to become better friends with some people on here, despite being gone for such a long time. This website was basically my whole childhood, and I missed it while I was gone. So if anybody would like to chat, my discord is itsprettystabby#0483 and my twitter is @imurbastard. you can also find me on instagram @lynz.io and tik tok @lynz.io . But I will be more active on here now that I'm back at school!
Thanks for reading and I hope we can reconnect :)
i moved back home for a little while, but my parents basically said i could either go back to school, or i was kicked out and would be homeless... (one of these options sounds a hell of a lot better lmao)
so i'm back at school, my mental health is a lot better since getting back as my family has a tendency to trigger me.
i've gone back to using he/him and they/them pronouns; and i have an explanation...
i have BPD, and one of the See More symptoms for me is that I have no sense of self. I adapt to whoever my 'favorite person" is at that time. For a while, my FP was a cis lesbian. I felt that in order to get her to like me, I had to be a cis lesbian... so I basically just repressed my gender dysphoria for a few months. Until I "fell out of love". I do have a new FP, and frankly I can't tell whether my new identity is a mask to please him, or if it is me, but for now I use he/they pronouns as well as vam/vamp and pup/pups neopronouns.
To end this on a happier note, I would like to become better friends with some people on here, despite being gone for such a long time. This website was basically my whole childhood, and I missed it while I was gone. So if anybody would like to chat, my discord is itsprettystabby#0483 and my twitter is @imurbastard. you can also find me on instagram @lynz.io and tik tok @lynz.io . But I will be more active on here now that I'm back at school!
Thanks for reading and I hope we can reconnect :)
on January 21, 2021
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on January 19, 2021
im gonna drop out of college and move away i cant do this anymore
on November 10, 2020
on November 10, 2020
on November 06, 2020
i wanna be more active on here
it’s so hard bc all the qfeast vets left and it’s a barren wasteland ran by jane mad max style
on November 07, 2020
on November 06, 2020
hello gerard pfp ?
small fcking world man
i didn't expect anyone else in my general vicinity to know about this website ajhhkdkhddhjak
i didn't expect anyone else in my general vicinity to know about this website ajhhkdkhddhjak
on November 05, 2020
on November 05, 2020
on November 05, 2020
also i use they/them and vam/vamp/vamps pronouns now and im Not a lesbian apparently
on October 23, 2020
me? having a crush on someone almost 6 years older than me, way out of my league, and already has someone going to them?
its more likely than you think :)
its more likely than you think :)
on October 09, 2020
on October 08, 2020