lemon_drizzle69 - Page 10

Only people who are in love understand this (maybe not even them ?):
Someone you cherish a lot is like. Super tired and you tell them to gts and when they do you get sad bc you want to talk to them.
Lmao Jae plz wake up ?

Do you ever just look/think about someone and you're just like:
"Damn, I remember when you were still innocent."

All my friends are drunk again
And I'm stumblin' back to bed all by myself
I got nobody else /ly

Don't hit my cell
There's an unknown number on my phone
I don't need your help
Just let me lay down on the floor
I don't know myself
Not like the time I did before /ly

Cling to your side
Voices at night
Cover my eyes
I'm terrified /ly

No fr listen to Happy Death Day then tell me how it is so I know you guys listened to it.

Anyways ig I'm stanning a new group now ✌✌
Listen to Xdinary Heroes' debut song Happy Death Day. You won't regret it, I promise.

No fr tho.
He's soooooo chill. He jokes around with you, gives you random hugs, asks you how you are and how your day was, asks if you've eaten, doesn't give you homework at all, barely gives you any classwork, respects pronouns/neopronouns and preferred names, and is just super sweet and also random. He takes off his shoes and dances to Jay Z lmao.
He can be strict ofc, but it's very rare. Most of the time he's really laid-back.
Also he doesn't take your phone away.
And he makes See More▼ fun of Mr. France (my insane science teacher) with the class ?

Speaking of uwu, I barely use emoticons anymore. I'll use a few here and there but not a whole lot.
I use ^=^ a lot bc one of my other noonas' (she had qfeast, actually. Her user was seenza) used to use it and i thought it was cute so.

uwu is like so annoying. When people use it I kinda cringe but like it's alright bc I'm not the one saying it. But when I use it I die inside.
When JAE uses it. The 'edgy bad boy' Jae. When HE uses it, I get speechless. He NEVER uses uwu, but he did. Less than an hour ago. And I am still shocked.

So there's this one kid I'm friends with. His name is Octavio and he is suuuuuuper sweet. The sweetest kid you'll meet. So gentle-hearted, so caring.
He started dating this girl 3 months ago named Mara. She used to by my friend, but she just kinda became distant.
Well, they were doing amazing, until Mara decided to kiss Xavier (Literally my brother. Been friends for 4 years now. He gives off 'with me or against me' and 'emo' type of vibes) Monday and said her and Octavio broke See More▼ up. Ofc he found out bc Xavier told Octavio and, instead of breaking up with her, decided to stay. Poor thing.
Then yesterday night Octavio told me that they broke up. And she didn't actually say it, she wrote it down and just handed it to him, like a note. Stupid ass hoe.
And she's in my FFA class so. Me and Melanie are pissed

Lowkey 'bout to hurt someone in a sec.

Anyway I should talk about my day um.
It was okay ig. Not a lot happened.
Jae came back. He said he had a panic attack and started to vomit blood again so. He's not in any physical pain but still.
Had a lot of "What if... " moments today. More than usual, actually.
Felt a lot of emotions and feelings today for some reason.
Nothin particularly bad happened today but I'm still not happy. Eh, I'm a little happy ig.
At my school, every Wednesday is a half-day, so I got out of school See More▼ early.

Whoever liked my post then unliked it.
Make up your mind, you either like it or you don't. That's so annoying. It's not that hard to figure out whether you like it or not. If you like it, then you like it. If you don't, then you don't. Just don't like it then change your mind.

Literally want to cry but I can't because I'm in school.
I was talking to Jae then he abruptly stopped me and said "I'll talk to you asap I have to go to the hospital." My mind is freaking racing rn I'm so scared

AND THEN YOU TELL ME ABOUT KAYLEIGH'S PIC ON IPC_SLUMPED WHICH WAS OVER A DAY AGO. YOU KNOW WHAT I'M DONE I'M GOING TO SLEEP NOW

AND ON IPC EMOS TOO NOOOO QUIT IT THIS WAS HOURS AGO WHY TELL ME NOW

HELP WHY DID MY FRIEND TEXT ME AT 8:38 PM JUST TO TELL ME SHE POSTED NICOLI'S PICTURE ON THE IPC_SLUMPED ACC ON INSTAGRAM
NO LOVE THAT WAS LIKE 5 HOURS AGO YOU COULD'VE TOLD ME THEN

She's never actually gone. Hm.

Today was.... somewhat eventful.
Poor Jae said he was afraid to sleep bc he didn't know if he would wake up. I comforted and reassured him and now he's asleep :)
A lot of things have been on my mind lately and some of those things are just really confusing. I want to talk about it but I don't know how to put in words. Everything is kinda. Fuzzy rn. Like idk what'll happen next, though almost every day is the same, but I expect smth different.
I have been getting lost inside my See More▼ head a lot more so I'm kinda failing school and ghosting some people. It's not like I do it on purpose, though. Never.
I'm depressed and keep to myself almost every single day.
I got in trouble today, but I didn't do anything. I think the teacher hates me, tbh. Well, I don't think he likes anyone.