Some life updates. 🦋
- Getting my licenses soon hopefully. (?)
- Trying to find a job has been literal hell. It feels impossible.
- I started reading a lot again, my only good coping mechanism lol.
- I'm thinking a lot about my music and I really want to release good songs.
- Lately I've been thinking I want to be a nail technician? It's either that or go into acting or a teacher. I've always wanted to be a singer/an actress but I have a lot of things to think about and See More plan for to be honest.
- Still thinking about making a comic book or a children's book.
- I'm single again. 🥲
- Getting my licenses soon hopefully. (?)
- Trying to find a job has been literal hell. It feels impossible.
- I started reading a lot again, my only good coping mechanism lol.
- I'm thinking a lot about my music and I really want to release good songs.
- Lately I've been thinking I want to be a nail technician? It's either that or go into acting or a teacher. I've always wanted to be a singer/an actress but I have a lot of things to think about and See More plan for to be honest.
- Still thinking about making a comic book or a children's book.
- I'm single again. 🥲
on July 23, 2024
Just realized someone I considered a friend blocked me without warning a while ago. I'm back at the point where I completely hate myself, I can't keep friendships or relationships anymore. I honestly don't even know what I did or said so I'm confused but oh well.
on July 18, 2024
on July 17, 2024
Anyways, here's some life updates. 🦋
- I can't afford my school bill so I have no idea when I'll ever get to graduate.
- My partner hasn't talked to me in about 2 weeks and we haven't seen each other since December. I'm pretty sure I'm single again so yeah. There's that.
- My weight is constantly up and down, it's kinda stressing me out really bad to be honest but it is what it is I guess.
- Lost the job I had over some stupid ass drama and it's been hell trying to find See More another decent job I'm capable of doing but I'm hoping I can find something.
- I'm anxious that I'll never get to be a singer or make music. I want that more than anything right now but I'm afraid I'll never get to be popular/release decent music and it's soul crushing. I just want to be a good singer and have people that love me. 🥹🥹
- I can't afford my school bill so I have no idea when I'll ever get to graduate.
- My partner hasn't talked to me in about 2 weeks and we haven't seen each other since December. I'm pretty sure I'm single again so yeah. There's that.
- My weight is constantly up and down, it's kinda stressing me out really bad to be honest but it is what it is I guess.
- Lost the job I had over some stupid ass drama and it's been hell trying to find See More another decent job I'm capable of doing but I'm hoping I can find something.
- I'm anxious that I'll never get to be a singer or make music. I want that more than anything right now but I'm afraid I'll never get to be popular/release decent music and it's soul crushing. I just want to be a good singer and have people that love me. 🥹🥹
on July 04, 2024
I have exactly 39 days left of being a teen.. Does not feel real.
on July 03, 2024
Going through a rough depressive episode and I've never felt as alone as I do right now.
on June 25, 2024
“Happy Anniversary! As of today, you have been with Qfeast for 1 year”
Try 10. 💀
Try 10. 💀
on June 20, 2024
I don't really have much to talk about these days lol. I still can't believe I'm on here.
on June 18, 2024
I'm so glad I fell out with everyone on here lol.
on June 16, 2024
