I still wish I could have my own place and a car but unfortunately it's gonna take a long time.
internet.kitten
Not everyone has parents who buy them a car for their 16th birthday mind you. I wasn't even allowed to get a job or attempt drivers ed.
on August 12, 2024
on August 12, 2024
on August 11, 2024
on August 11, 2024
My teen years will officially be over in 8 minutes. Sobbing right now.
on August 11, 2024
Posting to twitter is like posting to an empty void for real.
on August 09, 2024
I'm always being spammed by people with messages on various social medias and sometimes it gets a little bit overwhelming, I'm already easily distracted so replying is kinda hard sometimes.
on August 06, 2024
on August 06, 2024
My dad died a day before my birthday so it's going to be a little weird now.. I still miss him a lot sometimes. It's also been a year since I confronted my abuser.
on August 06, 2024
“At the foot of the bed, knocking door to door
Eyes puffed up and so red and my body's sore
And I've done it all again as you're ripping me to shreds
Shreds, shreds, shreds
I feel nothing
Throw me in the backseat
Use me how you need See More
So long as I'm your favourite toy
Washed up
I'm cold and I'm alone
There's no one around to phone
But at least I'm your favourite toy
Can't you see I don't give a fuсk?
I don't want my body, don't want my luck
I don't want my stars, they're all yours to keep
And on the way out I won't make a peep”
Eyes puffed up and so red and my body's sore
And I've done it all again as you're ripping me to shreds
Shreds, shreds, shreds
I feel nothing
Throw me in the backseat
Use me how you need See More
So long as I'm your favourite toy
Washed up
I'm cold and I'm alone
There's no one around to phone
But at least I'm your favourite toy
Can't you see I don't give a fuсk?
I don't want my body, don't want my luck
I don't want my stars, they're all yours to keep
And on the way out I won't make a peep”
on August 04, 2024
I'm gonna start applying for more jobs and take my music more seriously from now on. I'm so set on becoming the best version of myself in every way possible.
on August 04, 2024
Nothing will top how much I loved using this site in 2014/2015 lol. I wish it was still as fun as it used to be but I mainly post on hidden pages just to keep things so I know nobody else can see it.
@PrincessCastle
It really is lol but I think that's a good thing to be honest. People used to cause drama “just for fun”.
It really is lol but I think that's a good thing to be honest. People used to cause drama “just for fun”.
on August 08, 2024
on August 04, 2024
on August 01, 2024
“And I don't feel nothing at all
And you can't feel nothing small
"Honey, I love you," that's all she wrote
Oh, Ophelia, you've been on my mind, girl, like a drug
Oh, Ophelia, heaven help the fool who falls in love
Oh, Ophelia, you've been on my mind, girl, since the flood
Oh, Ophelia, heaven help the fool who falls in love.”
And you can't feel nothing small
"Honey, I love you," that's all she wrote
Oh, Ophelia, you've been on my mind, girl, like a drug
Oh, Ophelia, heaven help the fool who falls in love
Oh, Ophelia, you've been on my mind, girl, since the flood
Oh, Ophelia, heaven help the fool who falls in love.”
on July 27, 2024
“Drown myself in alcohol, that don't never help at all
I might say some stupid things tonight when you pick up this call
I've been hearing silence on the other side for way too long
I can taste it on my tongue
I can tell that something's wrong
But I guess it's just my life
And I can take it if I wanna See More
But I cannot hide
In hills of California
Because these hills have eyes
And I got paranoia
I hurt myself sometimes
Is that too scary for you?”
I might say some stupid things tonight when you pick up this call
I've been hearing silence on the other side for way too long
I can taste it on my tongue
I can tell that something's wrong
But I guess it's just my life
And I can take it if I wanna See More
But I cannot hide
In hills of California
Because these hills have eyes
And I got paranoia
I hurt myself sometimes
Is that too scary for you?”
on July 26, 2024
My little pet just passed away. Heartbroken and devastated.
I'm still extremely depressed and hurt but I'm gonna try to be strong for her. We loved each other so much. It won't be the same without my baby around.
on July 25, 2024
on July 24, 2024
I had a dream last night that I was in high school again. I kinda do miss that era of my life but I'm always glad it's over too. I miss some of my former classmates I'd see but that's it. It was so stressful.
on July 23, 2024