
can not believe my college’s president is planning on selling the library and one of the music buildings. absolutely insane

identikit
the majority of the private lessons teachers r in the sherwood building where r they supposed to go??? theres not room in the mc.
on November 15, 2023
on November 15, 2023

i screamed my head off in a practice room roughly 3 hours ago (sang creep)
on November 15, 2023

i can not believe people still invited me to parties i have “hmmm ill try my best/sorry something came up/oops got plans so sorry/too busy”d my way out of every single party ive been invited to. i am not sociable enough without substances and i underwent a trauma last winter and since then its sooo easy for me to get paranoid when im on anything lmao
on November 14, 2023

i have a different teacher for my songwriting class (my usual professor is currently on strike) i sure hope he doesnt behead me for singing an original folk tune ab smoking weed and setting government officials on fire

update he appreciated my weird little folk tune. weed, communist undertones, dostoyevsky references and all
on November 15, 2023
on November 14, 2023

trying to find crime and punishment art for a meme on pinterest who the hell commented “hes so babygirl” under one of them🤧
on November 13, 2023

prob gonna read either another dostoyevsky work or master and margarita next:p

on November 13, 2023
on November 13, 2023

on November 12, 2023

i relate so heavily to sylvia plath
on November 12, 2023

doing my hair has no business being so stressful istg if i blindly tie this fuckass bow wrong again im gonna commit a heinous crime
on November 12, 2023

dilemma of the day: i am addicted to caffeine and want a coffee however im on my period and coffee will make me even more miserable
on November 11, 2023

life updatesxd
-ive taken up sewing for some silly reason. i make stuffed animals
-as mentioned i finished crime and punishment this morning. currently about 1/3rd through the bell jar rn.
-uhh currently can’t sleep bc my uterus is killing itself and i am nauseous and in agony all i can currently do is sit on the couch and pray my heating pad doesnt give me first degree burns again
-recording session on wednesday for a theme song for a show:p
-idk whats going on w school atp See More ive barely had class in two weeks bc most of my professors have been on strike
-played at a show on tuesday which was neat
-post show, went on an impulsive wander-date, whatever it was, around the city w the person im currently smitten with. wonderful time, gave them a private concert by the lakeside and we talked about books and astrology. once im no longer uhhh impaired we’re going to the museum
-ive taken up sewing for some silly reason. i make stuffed animals
-as mentioned i finished crime and punishment this morning. currently about 1/3rd through the bell jar rn.
-uhh currently can’t sleep bc my uterus is killing itself and i am nauseous and in agony all i can currently do is sit on the couch and pray my heating pad doesnt give me first degree burns again
-recording session on wednesday for a theme song for a show:p
-idk whats going on w school atp See More ive barely had class in two weeks bc most of my professors have been on strike
-played at a show on tuesday which was neat
-post show, went on an impulsive wander-date, whatever it was, around the city w the person im currently smitten with. wonderful time, gave them a private concert by the lakeside and we talked about books and astrology. once im no longer uhhh impaired we’re going to the museum
on November 11, 2023

finished crime and punishment it was so good
on November 11, 2023

this weird fuckk in my EMD class was literally mansplaining feminism it was so funny

same dude that called me a hoe for not wanting to date him (this was the day after i went on a date. with the person ive been going on dates with for months. not a man. idek if i like men the last “man” i was this in love for isnt even sure theyre a man)
on November 09, 2023

my friend made a joke like “is it bc im a woman😡😡😡” and he was like “im a feminist thats not funny i know about womens rights bc i have a sister”
on November 09, 2023
on November 09, 2023

today i wore my hair in braids tied w ribbons and this old man comes up to me in a coffee joint and starts telling me i remind him of his dead wife who wore ber hair like that when she was my age
on November 09, 2023

gonna wage war w whoever lives next to me she forcibly throws up like three times a day and its loud and annoying
on November 09, 2023