"I'll love you in springtime
I lost you when summer came
And when you pulled backwards
I wanted to, I needed to
Oh, to make me better"
Make you better, The Decemberists
I lost you when summer came
And when you pulled backwards
I wanted to, I needed to
Oh, to make me better"
Make you better, The Decemberists
on August 10
on August 10
Seeing all my family + old friends getting married, having kids, working, and constantly traveling is definitely so bittersweet. I'm so happy for them but yet I wish that could be me too but it won't because unfortunately I'm poor + chronically ill + living in poverty again 🥀
on August 10
I hope that you get to do all the things you want to do in life though, you really deserve it
on August 08
I feel that tbh. I know i have kids and a good job but my life went all to hell again when I first had cancer and watched everyone in my life just keep on living like it didnt matter to them 🥴
on August 08
on August 06
birthday's in a week + 6 days and I don't know what to do ToT
on July 30
So, I've been working on my EP for the last year + it's been a full year since I released any music but I'm hoping that I can have everything completed by the end of this summer.
on July 28
I kinda feel like my family/friends do not understand BPD at all. Nobody understands fr
on July 22
Time to go get the puppy, I'm extremely excited and very nervous. Will post him later
Update: We adopted him but my mom's boyfriend is lowkey abusive so we're trying to rehome him. He said he wanted a dog so we looked for weeks for one and I don't know. I'm just so tired of being here
on July 22
on July 18
Getting a puppy tomorrow hopefully, can't wait to show you all how cute he is. <3
on July 18
It's okay, I'm all sobered up now finally again. 🥲🫶🏻🩷