
Sweet Transvestite is such a good song and i'm so upset that i can't sing it out loud
on November 24, 2020

i'm gonna put you in the fuᴄking milk jar
on November 24, 2020

just came out to my fuckkin mom as trans lol ksdjn
i was shaking but, she handled it better than i thought she would.
she was accepting but still said to "wait it out" because i "might not feel the same way in the future". and she isn't wrong, i mean, lots of people do change their minds. she talked about how she sort of felt the same way when she was young but different bcz she never really got upset about looking like a girl like i do.
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i'm feelin good about this man. can i get a W in the chat gamers?
i was shaking but, she handled it better than i thought she would.
she was accepting but still said to "wait it out" because i "might not feel the same way in the future". and she isn't wrong, i mean, lots of people do change their minds. she talked about how she sort of felt the same way when she was young but different bcz she never really got upset about looking like a girl like i do.
she also said she'd get someone to talk See More to me about it like a gender therapist or something.
i'm feelin good about this man. can i get a W in the chat gamers?
on November 21, 2020

on November 19, 2020

you can see the warning but still,
TW: heavy gore + s*lf h*rm!!
devin fuckkin dies: the movie, part 2
https://www.instagram.com/p/CHv9Gj4HJa4/?igshid=tfegyexbvk8w
TW: heavy gore + s*lf h*rm!!
devin fuckkin dies: the movie, part 2
https://www.instagram.com/p/CHv9Gj4HJa4/?igshid=tfegyexbvk8w

your stupid son’s Instagram photo: “i’ve been rlly into ero guro nd stuff lately”
25 Likes, 3 Comments - your stupid son (@clown.vinny) on Instagram: “i’ve been rlly into ero guro nd stuff lately”
on November 19, 2020

a better look at the blacklight post lol
https://www.instagram.com/p/CHv8WsxnSZW/?igshid=11vnrcr2nubgo
https://www.instagram.com/p/CHv8WsxnSZW/?igshid=11vnrcr2nubgo

your stupid son on Instagram: “i have a blacklight and it’s cool”
@clown.vinny posted on their Instagram profile: “i have a blacklight and it’s cool”
on November 19, 2020

okay so!! my new instagram account is @clown.vinny !!!
i'm slowly re/posting things i feel should be kept though, a lot of things will be left behind,,
however, the old account will remain standing not just because i can't get back into it but,
because i feel it's what's best
here's to a new (and hopefully better) start!
i'm slowly re/posting things i feel should be kept though, a lot of things will be left behind,,
however, the old account will remain standing not just because i can't get back into it but,
because i feel it's what's best
here's to a new (and hopefully better) start!
on November 17, 2020

i'm gonna have to make a new acc on ig bcz shit keeps happening to dev.vinny..
fuckkin sucks shit but i needed a cleanup anyway
fuckkin sucks shit but i needed a cleanup anyway
on November 16, 2020

on November 16, 2020

shit wait no i had a crush in 8th grade too no nonono no ow ow owie noooo
on November 15, 2020

i'm gonna try to fight the pain nd listen to him bcz i don't want to let those butthole-brains ruin jack for me
on November 15, 2020

bro, bcz of 8th grade nd last year, every time i listen to jack stauber i get a real bad aching pain in my chest and it hurts so much nd i just start hurting both emotionally and physically skdjsnd
dude this sucks i hate this
dude this sucks i hate this
on November 15, 2020

i am fast and full of teeth. i will die in a barn fire
on November 15, 2020

tw: i'm making a joke but sdjkssd don't read metamorphosis/ emergence
like. i know the joke is old nd all but i just read it last night and it's not fun
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might fuckk around and reinvent my image to make friends and then go out with someone i barely met then go on dates with old creeps for money then get kicked out of my place by my mother because of something my father did then dropout and move in with my sketchy boyfriend then get into hard drugs then end up homeless and addicted to heroin then get beat up and robbed by rich kids then almost die from an overdose then live perfectly happy with the daughter i was determined to keep
like. i know the joke is old nd all but i just read it last night and it's not fun
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might fuckk around and reinvent my image to make friends and then go out with someone i barely met then go on dates with old creeps for money then get kicked out of my place by my mother because of something my father did then dropout and move in with my sketchy boyfriend then get into hard drugs then end up homeless and addicted to heroin then get beat up and robbed by rich kids then almost die from an overdose then live perfectly happy with the daughter i was determined to keep
on November 14, 2020

i'm warming up to her. everything seems fine now
maybe i just needed to cry a little
maybe i just needed to cry a little
on November 14, 2020

this wasn't supposed to be a vent but it ended up being one
is it rsd? is it my fear of abandonment? yes
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i'm still trying to wrap myself around it,, skjsn i mean. it's a big change.
i actually genuinely feel like the child of a former single dad that's started dating a new lady.
i'm excited but nervous. i want to trust her but i don't, not right now. i want to be a 'good son' but i'm worried i'll become angry or resentful. i'm happy for him but sad knowing what it means for me. i think i'm also terrified knowing what's gonna happen.
he did tell me that it didn't mean he didn't love me any less and that i'm still his kid but. it's just so hard knowing that this is the same thing that happened last time. his responses are already starting to sound different. soon, he'll start talking to me less and less. i'll be left alone again. he'd forget about me. just like last time. now i'm going to lose him too. i'm going to lose him to her. she's so much better. i'm going to be alone again. i can't do it. i'm so afraid. it hurts so much. i want to believe him but i can't. i can't trust her and i can't believe him. everything is different. they are fixed and beautiful and i am ruined and worthless. i can't do it again. he's going to leave. it hurts so much. i'm going to rot.
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i'm still trying to wrap myself around it,, skjsn i mean. it's a big change.
i actually genuinely feel like the child of a former single dad that's started dating a new lady.
i'm excited but nervous. i want to trust her but i don't, not right now. i want to be a 'good son' but i'm worried i'll become angry or resentful. i'm happy for him but sad knowing what it means for me. i think i'm also terrified knowing what's gonna happen.
he did tell me that it didn't mean he didn't love me any less and that i'm still his kid but. it's just so hard knowing that this is the same thing that happened last time. his responses are already starting to sound different. soon, he'll start talking to me less and less. i'll be left alone again. he'd forget about me. just like last time. now i'm going to lose him too. i'm going to lose him to her. she's so much better. i'm going to be alone again. i can't do it. i'm so afraid. it hurts so much. i want to believe him but i can't. i can't trust her and i can't believe him. everything is different. they are fixed and beautiful and i am ruined and worthless. i can't do it again. he's going to leave. it hurts so much. i'm going to rot.

I dunno if this is smth you need rn but I kinda get where you’re coming from. RSD is a fuckkin bitch. I think it might be best to talk to him about it? Be honest? I hope things get better for you, man. You’re loved <3
on November 13, 2020
on November 13, 2020