
maybe it's better if i don't fall in love.
instead of "boy meets girl", i'd probably make it "boy ????? girl" and literally eat her
so
instead of "boy meets girl", i'd probably make it "boy ????? girl" and literally eat her
so
on January 05, 2021


your stupid son on Instagram: “bon!! :)”
90 Likes, 8 Comments - your stupid son (@clown.vinny) on Instagram: “bon!! :)”

on January 05, 2021
on January 05, 2021


your stupid son (@clown.vinny) posted on Instagram: “bro they rlly gotta teach this immortal idiot how to text” • Dec 31, 2020 at 11:37pm UTC
94 Likes, 8 Comments - your stupid son (@clown.vinny) on Instagram: “bro they rlly gotta teach this immortal idiot how to text”
on January 05, 2021

the boys before their live-changing events occurred + notes abt them during this time
https://www.instagram.com/p/CJadkuZs_C2/?igshid=1tuw7aiosdaey
https://www.instagram.com/p/CJadkuZs_C2/?igshid=1tuw7aiosdaey

your stupid son on Instagram: “updated looks of the boys before they went through their big wacky changes + notes abt them from these stages”
@clown.vinny posted on their Instagram profile: “updated looks of the boys before they went through their big wacky changes + notes abt them from…”
on January 05, 2021

clown.boy uploaded a photo
quality is seriously fuckked but i thought this was kinda cool
400x300 | 750x997 verticalOriented"

on January 05, 2021

on January 03, 2021

three of y'all liked that post so does that mean i ??? or???
i'm genuinely conflicted dfsmsdn
i'm genuinely conflicted dfsmsdn
on January 03, 2021

kdkdsj would it be wrong to draw one of my characters in a straitjacket but like. wearing it as a regular jacket?
he's mentally unstable and struggles w/ his mental illnesses a lot but
it would kinda be more for the aesthetic nd i don't want to glorify mental illness
buuut other ppl have drawn characters in straitjackets in the same way without anyone complaining so?? i don't know??? pls help
he's mentally unstable and struggles w/ his mental illnesses a lot but
it would kinda be more for the aesthetic nd i don't want to glorify mental illness
buuut other ppl have drawn characters in straitjackets in the same way without anyone complaining so?? i don't know??? pls help
on January 03, 2021

on January 02, 2021

accidentally got into danganronpa nd now i want to try and make stupid clown dev sprites
siighh
siighh

i was scared of that too but then i accidentally started to get invested nd fixated bcz of the game grumps lol
@axel.22
@axel.22
on January 01, 2021
on January 01, 2021

happy new year btw lol.
i hope i can get better this year. and i hope we can be happy together. generally, i just hope everything will be okay this time.
i hope i can get better this year. and i hope we can be happy together. generally, i just hope everything will be okay this time.
on January 01, 2021

on December 31, 2020

on December 30, 2020

i'm okay now. i took a soak to calm my nerves nd came out to find my brother playing minecraft music
i'm sorry i keep doing that
i'm sorry i keep doing that
on December 27, 2020

RSD vent
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my scars. there are so many. both of my arms are completely covered in them now. my scars are so horrifying. why can't i stop. why. why won't it stop. everything was okay minutes ago and now it's happening again. he loved me minutes ago and now he's a liar again. we were okay minutes ago and now she's better than me again. i want to turn my brain off. i want it to stop. stop doing this to me. stop it. i need it to stop. i can't stop. it won't ever stop. it's no use. there's no point. i'm just worthless
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my scars. there are so many. both of my arms are completely covered in them now. my scars are so horrifying. why can't i stop. why. why won't it stop. everything was okay minutes ago and now it's happening again. he loved me minutes ago and now he's a liar again. we were okay minutes ago and now she's better than me again. i want to turn my brain off. i want it to stop. stop doing this to me. stop it. i need it to stop. i can't stop. it won't ever stop. it's no use. there's no point. i'm just worthless

but they aren't hurting me. it's my own stupid fuckking brain. i have rejection sensitivity dysphoria and will react to any perceived rejection from someone important to me, whether it's real or not. i also have bad abandonment issues and trauma. and this stupid fuckking evil thing in my head that tells me awful things. it's not him, i can't leave him. even if See More it was him and i left him, the same thing would just happen with someone else. it's happened before. i will love someone so much and they will find someone else to be happy with and that will hurt me in such an awful way. i just wish i could be happy for them. i wish i could be happy with them. he's told me that he loves me and cares about me and values me and i wish i could believe him but i just can't because it was all said before and i was still abandoned. it's just so hard to believe them with all that's happened and all that's happening. it's hard to believe them with my stupid sick brain.
@southparkestellaismywife420
@southparkestellaismywife420
on December 27, 2020

don’t hurt yourself, you’re amazing. whoever you’re talking about, you should leave them if they’re hurting you. trust me, it makes everything better.
on December 27, 2020
on December 27, 2020

on December 27, 2020

on December 27, 2020