on September 21, 2020
Ive been watching these comic dubs and getting so into the story and then THEY HIT ME WITH THE FEELS. LIKE DUDE THATS RUDE T^T
on September 21, 2020
hey you!
YEAH YOU!!!
YOU CUTE AF AND REALLY AWESOME!!!
YEAH YOU!!!
YOU CUTE AF AND REALLY AWESOME!!!
on September 21, 2020
on September 21, 2020
IMAGINE
FLOWERS WITH BLOOD
EVERY-TIME YOU PICK EM THEY BLEED
actually thats really wrong... nvm
FLOWERS WITH BLOOD
EVERY-TIME YOU PICK EM THEY BLEED
actually thats really wrong... nvm
on September 21, 2020
@Lil_Blossom I can suddenly hear the screams of all the daisies i picked for my mom and the freshcut flowers at walmart gonna be funny af
on September 21, 2020
on September 21, 2020
IM stupid af at times
on September 21, 2020
on September 21, 2020
I went out to the park and this kid walked up to me a young boy about 6-8 years of age
he asked me if i was a girl or a boy
I replied with a chuckle. "Guess you could say im both"
He said. "So your a girl."
I didn't wanna be rude so i shrugged and said. "Only partly kiddo,"
he asked me if i was a girl or a boy
I replied with a chuckle. "Guess you could say im both"
He said. "So your a girl."
I didn't wanna be rude so i shrugged and said. "Only partly kiddo,"
on September 21, 2020
laundry done
everything put away I can finally sleep easy knowing i took care of myself for today
except eating but thats another story
everything put away I can finally sleep easy knowing i took care of myself for today
except eating but thats another story
on September 21, 2020
on September 20, 2020
Tw: Vent, Suicide, other nasty stuff
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Im so sick and tired of everyone telling me everything is GONNA be OKAY even though I only strike out and end up sad and miserable I cant take care of myself because my mom needs help, my cousin needs help, my sister wont help me and here i am trying to put on this big smile, tell jokes, do my work to brighten the mood yet no one is there for me and it seems no one is listening and it makes me wanna go back to 7th grade where i was PLANNING to KILL MYSELF because i felt so alone and no one ever seemed to want to help. AND I GET CALLED SELFISH BECAUSE IM STRUGGLING! Im very scared, im scared im gonna die and not be able to retain my story. I do drugs and alcohol for an escape from the family thats driving me crazy! Im so close to snapping SO CLOSE and once i snap i fear I will loose my self control and lash out at everyone and someone will get hurt. Im returning to a bad place i need help. I begging for it yet everyone tells me to suck it up and become a man. Im not a man IM A SCARED KID. Im scared im gonna die unnoticed, im scared im gonna be abandoned, and Im scared that everyone pretends to like me. I feel like im outta choices like i have no control. like id be better off dead but i know people need me I KNOW IT but i cant shake the feeling my home people are indirectly telling me to go off myself, to throw myself into a hole. Im almost 16 and my family treats me like im a baby and get mad at me for being careful when they told me to Im mad that they said they'd never leave me and then they did. I HATE EVERYTHING. I should go kill myself right? make everyones lives easier and just die... we all know i wont do it but i want to
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Im so sick and tired of everyone telling me everything is GONNA be OKAY even though I only strike out and end up sad and miserable I cant take care of myself because my mom needs help, my cousin needs help, my sister wont help me and here i am trying to put on this big smile, tell jokes, do my work to brighten the mood yet no one is there for me and it seems no one is listening and it makes me wanna go back to 7th grade where i was PLANNING to KILL MYSELF because i felt so alone and no one ever seemed to want to help. AND I GET CALLED SELFISH BECAUSE IM STRUGGLING! Im very scared, im scared im gonna die and not be able to retain my story. I do drugs and alcohol for an escape from the family thats driving me crazy! Im so close to snapping SO CLOSE and once i snap i fear I will loose my self control and lash out at everyone and someone will get hurt. Im returning to a bad place i need help. I begging for it yet everyone tells me to suck it up and become a man. Im not a man IM A SCARED KID. Im scared im gonna die unnoticed, im scared im gonna be abandoned, and Im scared that everyone pretends to like me. I feel like im outta choices like i have no control. like id be better off dead but i know people need me I KNOW IT but i cant shake the feeling my home people are indirectly telling me to go off myself, to throw myself into a hole. Im almost 16 and my family treats me like im a baby and get mad at me for being careful when they told me to Im mad that they said they'd never leave me and then they did. I HATE EVERYTHING. I should go kill myself right? make everyones lives easier and just die... we all know i wont do it but i want to
on September 21, 2020
Im so sorry. please don’t harm yourself. if you need to talk just vent to me. i’ll be there.
on September 21, 2020
@Lil_Blossom as much as i want to i think these actually may be problems a therapist could fix or handle idk i just hurt alot
on September 20, 2020
on September 20, 2020
Im questioning reality again
is this all real, or is this life a game to someone?
is this all real, or is this life a game to someone?
on September 20, 2020
laundry so close to being done and all i can think about is
s o c k s
s o c k s
on September 20, 2020
Why did the skeleton cross the road?
To get to the body shop.
To get to the body shop.
on September 20, 2020
on September 20, 2020
Before i start being busy *flops down in a pile of clean clothes* I feel like i deserve this heh
on September 20, 2020
...I wanna draw other people's ocs because art...
on September 20, 2020
imma do laundry to help myself feel better and maybe eat something to help my sadness brb
on September 20, 2020