Finally going home.. I really hope my mom doesn't check me today
AceyPuppy
just be safe love..
on October 02
on October 02
on October 02
Cried on the bus today because I waited for my friend to pick me up, just to call her and she wasn't coming. So I had to stand in the rain and wait for my bus. Thankfully the other person at my stop, she let me share an umbrella with her, I tried to pay her back for her kindness, but she refused. She's a sweet person, and I hope the best for her
on October 02
on October 02
Going back to wearing baggy clothes becuz someone poked me in my stomach and laughed at me..
on October 02
My culinary substitute looks like tomska.. but like.. american?
on October 01
Okay bedtime I guess
on October 01
TinyGoat uploaded a photo
I've gone for weird abstract art this year
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on October 01
I might sleep soon.. parents are still out.. I was supposed to show my dad the paintings I've done in art.. :[
on October 01
I just ate like 2 handfuls of pretzel sticks.
I feel horrendous for eating, but whatever,
I was craving the pretzel
I feel horrendous for eating, but whatever,
I was craving the pretzel
on October 01
on October 01
Coughs,
Respond
Ughhh
Respond
Ughhh
on October 01
I'm so hungry,
But I've really gotta fast..
Hopefully my parents won't be back home soon,
It'll give me an excuse not to eat dinner.
But I've really gotta fast..
Hopefully my parents won't be back home soon,
It'll give me an excuse not to eat dinner.
on October 01
Actually trying not to cry my eyes out in class rn. I'm so disgusting and i hate myself. I jus want this torture to end.
on September 30
I wanna relapse so bad rn, I'm sitting in the bathroom debating it.
I'm also falling back into my eating disorder again.
I rechecked my weight and I'm 151.. I'm such a fat chud.
I might just end my life atp, I'm so fat and gross
I'm also falling back into my eating disorder again.
I rechecked my weight and I'm 151.. I'm such a fat chud.
I might just end my life atp, I'm so fat and gross
@TinyGoat
I totally get that, you might could possibly have body dysphoria and that takes forever to overcome but you can do it someday I hope. I'm kinda the same way though, it does kinda feel like you're never going to get better but don't give up
I totally get that, you might could possibly have body dysphoria and that takes forever to overcome but you can do it someday I hope. I'm kinda the same way though, it does kinda feel like you're never going to get better but don't give up
on September 30
I'm trying my best to recover, I've been struggling so much for years. But everytime I actually get deep into my ed, I'm forced into recovery. It sucks, and I just can't be happy with my body at all. @internet.kitten
on September 30
I know eating disorders are very hard to go through but you're not alone. I almost completely lost my period, I can't eat certain foods without unintentionally vomiting, my hair constantly falls out, I developed anemia, I have weaker bones and teeth and so many more health issues because of an eating disorder. I don't want that to happen to anyone else and I See More know it's so hard but please take care of yourself and your body. You are loved
on September 30
on September 30