Rikkus.vents

I feel more alone then usual. Like i can have everyone around me and ill just feel empty and it sucks that I can’t talk to anyone because the one person i can talk too is going through a lot and I really try to help them but it’s come to the point where I won’t do it anymore because when i look back its been clear that they never wanted my advice ever and that its shitty compared to theirs and it has sparked insecurity within me to when if i see a friend crying I feel like whatever See More i say wont be enough. and and its not even with this one person another said it in a post of theirs and when i saw it i just cried even though i knew they were joking. This comes from the people i trust the most and it hurts a lot.

That one moment where everything you were afraid of happens and all you can do is sit there

It’s funny how he thinks that I can see other people
Truth is I’m a lonely loser everyone hates.

Insecurity is such a turn off I won’t be surprised if he left me

GOD FUCKK YOU FUCKK YOU DAMN IT WHY DO YOU DO THIS TO ME!!

I’m stupid
I’m not enough
I ruin everything
I’m not pretty
I’m fat
I’m not cool
I’m not attractive See More
I’m not smart
I cant make people happy
I’m a waste of space
I’m a stupid drunkie who drinks and vapes all the time and always makes everything into a big deal whos selfish and always wants everything her way.

The fact that I’m im high school and I still don’t really know what my identity is-
Idk seems kinda embarrassing for me
I just thought I was genderqueer but then dysphoria came anddd welll
I just don’t know at this point-
I can identify as a banana and I stilll won’t like it

I don’t know what to do anymore
It hurts.

I’m crying lol

I did it-

Crushes hit hard

When you get hurt I’m going to laugh in your face =3= cause i told you so-

I love being ignored

Great you don’t care FUCKK YOU

I’m glad y’all have good lives but I want to kill myself-

Yeah your life’s going great now shut up.

Fuckk you?